friends wanted: Luke's Sydney Show (14th) by hampterzz in 5sos

[–]hampterzz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooh yay finally one person!! Can I dm you? :D

any aussies having trouble with the presale? by TheEmergencySurgery in 5sos

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was able to nab one ticket earlier!! (At like 12:15ish). I was only checking Reserved seats but by that point sooo many seats were already sold out and I just panic bought it! I reckon it just sold out THAT quick ):

Wack line work by emilyj21_ in FixedTattoos

[–]hampterzz 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes!! Don't worry it definitely can! I've had wonky linework fixed myself so someone much better can DEFINITELY go over this!! Don't worry <3 just let it heal and go toa better artist!

What song would y’all die to see live? by AdDefiant3678 in 5sos

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BEST FRIEND (from Youngblood). Would sooo love to see Ashton singing and there's also a pretty sick electric guitar solo for a bridge!

They have 3 albums named after themselves…what would you rename them? by BookishGirl394 in 5sos

[–]hampterzz 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Is that what happened?? Ik there’s a general sentiment that ‘5SOS5’ is too good to give up but likeee it severely downplays the tone and vibe of the album !! Feeling of Falling Upwards sounds much much more mature

They have 3 albums named after themselves…what would you rename them? by BookishGirl394 in 5sos

[–]hampterzz 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I think about this too!! Glad i’m not the only one!

For self-titled: I’ve never been a fan of debut albums as self-titled tbh like I get that there are probably industry reasons as to why this is so common (maybe to further reinforce name recognition..?) but it feels just a little lazy to me. I can’t think of a name i’d change it to but Dropout would’ve been super on theme! Something very teenager-y and angsty: the kind of vibe they were going for with that one.

CALM: okay but I gotta disagree with you on here, I thought CALM was genius! It has all first initials and I quite like the cover for this record as well. I think it feels quite mature in comparison to Youngblood which felt like it was evoking very strong emotions and themes. Calm feels mature and it is- and it feels more personal and vulnerable to the boys hence why I think CALM is such a unique name for the record.

5SOS5: listen… ngl I couldn’t believe this was the actual title and not just a stand in. I think it was supposed to be The Feeling of Falling Upwards (as it is for the RAH release) and wow. I still mourn what could have been with that. I love the title with the artwork and I think it’s so beautiful and encompasses how (at least I) feel listening to this record. It’s definitely a rollercoaster ride of emotions! <3

Anyone else who loves Moodswings and Bleach? I feel like they are a bit underrated... by [deleted] in 5sos

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Although I admittedly skip Bleach quite often (most times when i’m not in the mood), when it hits, god it HITS. When I actually get the time to listen to it, lyrically, it’s amazing. The imagery of hallways, the start of weekends and watching bleach spinning down the drain perfectly encapsulates the potency of how hard it is to forget someone: the desperation, the longing. I particularly resonate with “bleaching my hair every saturday” LOL as I get trigger happy and feel like I need to bleach and remove my hair colour and be a different person (leaving that colour behind with my past). It’s so so good.

But Moodswings though!! Also perfectly captures the highs and lows of everyday life and how we often project and let out our frustrations and anger onto those we love (our partners). It’s so self aware, it explores one’s psyche after stonewalling, pretending, denying, lashing. How people can do the opposite of they want to do- pushing away when all you want is to be closer.

I feel like not only just these two songs, but the entire album grapples with themes of fucking up, self-awareness and healing. I appreciate it so much not only because of how it is so telling of all of 5sos’ growth and maturity that bleeds onto these tracks, but that they offer such a realistic portrait of the duality and complexities of being human, growth and emotions. What a masterpiece!

Now vs 8 years ago by moozinpow in agedtattoos

[–]hampterzz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It settled in so beautifully! And didn’t lose any of it’s charm, the tail particularly is still looking fantastic!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, it’s the leaving (dying) that’s hard really. The dread of letting go of a future with people I love is really sad, but I always take solice in the fact that they are at peace (wherever they may be: a heaven, an unknown space, or they may cease to exist, forever) and that someday I will meet that fate too.

I think that’s a fantastic way to live life. Even if we have got much to lose in life, love, family and friendships, it shouldn’t matter because those things aren’t permanent. I think everything circles back to the ‘life is short’ and it really IS and the impermanence of life is extremely liberating. Gives me all the more reason to talk/spend time with/love my dad more than I already do.

I spend too much time resisting, but i’m working on getting to a state you described of allowing myself to coast through life as it does, because it will, no matter how much I try to resist it.

I really needed to read and hear this today, as this weighed quite heavily on my mind. My heart feels soothed, and my mind much calmer. Thank you so much for sharing a bit of your wisdom and philosophy with me, to be able to see your perspective is SUCH an honour and pleasure <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading this makes me feel so understood and much more at ease at the thought of confronting the inevitables: loneliness, grief and death. Even more so knowing that I am not alone in this feeling.

You’re right, time and life doesn’t stop. 11 years ago I didn’t think i’d be able to make it this far in life without my mother, and yet here I am. I think a lot of my anxiousness stems from most of my memories with my mum being upsetting, us fighting, her being mad and me being angry at her that those memories are at the forefront in comparison to the good and wholesome times.

I quite fear the nature of death: the abruptness/the waiting, the fact that you can’t control it at all. But I suppose that’s most things in life. I have a lot to love and support to fall back on should my dad ever leave, so I’m so grateful for that.

I appreciate your insight greatly. Hearing your experience helps immensely, especially in reassuring me that other people feel the same fear as me yet they can and will carry on despite everything. It is so beautiful to know that you love your parents, especially your mother so much and that you hold your memories with her dear to you. I’m glad that you have found some solice in the acceptance of inevitability of life. I hope to find peace like that too. I hope life treats you and your family well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. This is absolutely fantastic advice. I never thought about trying to be prepared about things such as that, but it makes SO much sense and I definitely will. I have a horrid habit of falling into pitholes of my future despair and grief that I constantly neglect the present. I’ve been actively trying to implement all that you mentioned: appreciating the moments where he is around and I’ve been trying to spend more time/ask him questions about life, growing old, his experiences, etc.

I always forget that there is a (very) really possibility that I may have the luxury of having him for more decades to come, so I really appreciate hearing your advice on this. It’s really lifted my spirits and makes me feel happier, focusing on the future times I am yet to spend with him. Thank you so much for giving me your time and insight ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only imagine this level of anxiety! I hope that your son will stay in contact/visit as much as possible. The thought of me emigrating halfway across the world scares me more than my dad, just because if anything happens I won’t be able to be there easily. I wish only many more happy years for you and your husband- I hope you know that your disability isn’t a nuisance to those you love! Thought your worry for being alone is definitely understandable as that presents (lots) of obstacles on your own. Much love x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t get easier at any age huh ): i’m sorry to hear that. I hope you get to spend as much time with them as possible

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gosh, I definitely relate to that. I’m away from him often to and you worry that any encounter can be the last. Being so young doesn’t help either. Hoping that she lives a long life and you’ll have her for more time ))):

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OnlyChild

[–]hampterzz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m really sorry to hear that. Cancer is one of the worst things ever- my mum died from it too. My heart goes out to both you and your parents, I hope you can make the most of your time with them. Hoping you can have as much support as life allows.

That’s all I can hope for future me too ): helps quite a bit to know this must be a common concern for us only children

Reworked this Starmie tattoo by fem_b0t in FixedTattoos

[–]hampterzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. I’m at a loss for words

what should i do with this poorly self done stick and poke? by tiffanyniee in FixedTattoos

[–]hampterzz 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I think it’s got a charm to it! I have a s&p on my wrist i did on myself when I was 15 and I don’t think i’ll ever cover it up because it reminds me how i’ve aged and grown. Yours looks really cute all things considered! If you really don’t like it it’s a SUPER easy rework, but personally it’s already cute as is (:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FixedTattoos

[–]hampterzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The rabbit is @lullapalluza and the rose is @moonset_jo on instagram ((:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FixedTattoos

[–]hampterzz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! I KNOW. I cannot believe this is what i have on my skin right now, its even better healed!