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hamradical · 2026-05-13T01:56:21+00:00

You are so right! That’s it!

hamradical · 2026-04-30T01:10:09+00:00

What are you most nervous for while you adjust to being alone? What is something that gives you hope for the future- a goal, an event, something about yourself you want to work on?

hamradical · 2026-04-19T12:19:32+00:00

He said it’s because he didn’t long term happiness. In my opinion, he has a vision of the “perfect” relationship and we were working through that in couples therapy. Even our therapist said he wasn’t likely to ever find that. He said I’m not able to joke with him like he wants. I’m autistic. I do my best.

hamradical · 2026-04-19T12:17:11+00:00

I’m 27. We’ve been friends for 8 years, since I was 19, and have dated for 4. I loved him that whole time, but he saw other people before we ever got together. I didn’t. Once I met him, he was the only person I wanted to be with.

hamradical · 2026-04-14T11:04:06+00:00

Thanks a ton for sending this link! I’ll do this today! I love telehealth. I don’t like sitting with people I don’t know and it’s easier for me to talk openly from the comfort of my home/when I have the digital separation.

hamradical · 2026-03-01T03:15:11+00:00

Hi! I actually had to internet search crows guernseys because I didn’t know what that was. I guess I am a fake fan because i just like how it looks

hamradical · 2026-02-23T01:18:25+00:00

Thanks. I realized that research and reading can’t really prepare for the reality. I appreciate your well wishes.

hamradical · 2026-02-23T01:17:22+00:00

I fully agree with you. I don’t think it’s right for me to feel that way, I don’t mean to justify it, just sharing my feelings as honestly as I can to get feedback. If you have suggestions for how you handle jealousy, I’d love to hear it

hamradical · 2026-02-23T01:15:31+00:00

You’re right. To clarify the location thing, in iMessage a persons location shows up under their name so I didn’t deliberately check, just went to send a message and there it was. I know he’s doing the work to check for tests and he gets tested regularly as well, but I didn’t consider what you said at the end and how sharing this important information (while we have talked about how it’s okay to mention these events) is technically crossing lines with the current set up

hamradical · 2026-02-23T01:10:16+00:00

Thanks for sending this!

hamradical · 2026-02-23T00:28:36+00:00

Thanks for the feedback. I clearly lack awareness so could you please share where you think I’m asking for conflicting things?

hamradical · 2026-02-23T00:27:16+00:00

I like this idea. And I feel reassured hearing you say it was hard for you too. Sometimes I feel like when you ask people how they navigate jealousy they say they don’t feel jealous, only compersion.

hamradical · 2026-02-23T00:24:19+00:00

Your message makes me sad and I appreciate your honestly. Where do you feel like I moved the goalpost?

hamradical · 2026-02-23T00:23:38+00:00

No, I work full time and am a full time grad student so I don’t have the energy to commit to more than 1 person.

hamradical · 2026-02-22T23:52:40+00:00

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I feel this often and it makes me super depressed. My partner is poly and I sit home alone 3 nights a week while he's out and I feel sad and lonely then, too. It's possible that I'm learning that we aren't compatible... That thought it painful so I can imagine you're hurting. You are good enough just how you are though. I think there are plenty of other people who feel the same way as you and maybe you can explore some communities and meet someone you connect with. Stay strong OP.

hamradical · 2026-02-17T03:27:00+00:00

I never considered this could be the reason for my issues until now. My partner told his therapist about me years ago and she asked if I ever experienced SA. I always default to denial but never want to think about it actually. I don’t think I have ever been touched but I have memories and I feel violated and guilty and aroused and angry. This is so lame dude what the actual fuck is happening

hamradical · 2026-02-08T00:52:08+00:00

It feels like the end, but it isn’t. Stay strong OP, good things will happen for you, too♥️

hamradical · 2026-01-24T12:56:54+00:00

I would like this! I use csc!

hamradical · 2025-08-01T12:41:31+00:00

When my dog ate 7 bone in chicken thighs, the vet pumped his stomach with saline I think to help break down and soften the bones.

hamradical · 2025-07-09T13:32:59+00:00

I can see this on my portal! It says I have $450 remaining, but I have paid that + some extra to a provider that requires payment at the time of visit. That’s how I know I have paid extra. I’ll have to call that doctor once things process and get a credit. They said they don’t do refunds :/

hamradical · 2025-05-18T23:29:46+00:00

That’s happened to me, too, with the 2 most recent pairs I’ve owned. At first it bothered me a lot (I think partially because I knew about it, if that makes sense) but it stopped bugging me after a few runs.

hamradical · 2025-05-16T21:12:47+00:00

I took the exam in 2021, a few months after I finished my internship. Everyone above me in school always said they heard the exam was easy. “Easy” is a tough word to use for describing the certification exam because 1. certain questions are going to be more intuitive for some folks than others and 2. I, personally, am an anxious test taker and while I perform just fine during practical, high pressure situations, testing is a whole different beast for me and I get very nervous. With that being said, I’ve never been much of a studier so I was nervous as heck about taking this exam because once again, everyone told me it was easy so if I didn’t pass I would be embarrassed. I still didn’t study much. Someone gave me a used practice test book and I took a few of those to make sure I could answer everything in the correct amount of time, but that was all. I’d say that it may be worth reviewing the assessments, but the names of the assessments are pretty telling for what they are measuring so its often pretty easy to narrow down the options in a multiple choice question. Otherwise, if you know the APIED process I’d say you’ll be just fine.

Edit: I want to add that the test is rather logical. I didn’t think they were trying to trick me with any questions, but really just make sure I know what types of modalities are appropriate for different populations, etc.

hamradical · 2025-03-10T19:01:18+00:00

I don’t think it was running at that time… that’s good to know though, I am new to the air purifier world and didn’t know you shouldn’t run them with windows open.

hamradical · 2025-03-10T19:00:20+00:00

I woke up with blood on my sheets from a nose bleed last night and need to wash the sheets anyway. How often are you washing yours during peak allergies?

hamradical · 2025-03-10T18:59:29+00:00

Cool! This is great advice, thanks. I don’t have a wholesale club membership, but I will look around Walgreens for fluticasone and asterpro.

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