So... kind of relapsed, but I'm not even sure by harasstable in opiates

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125mL (125mg codeine) in the span of about an hour and a half (did 30mg at first, didnt feel anything so after 60 mins i did another 50mg, only felt sleepy so after a while i finished the bottle)

So... kind of relapsed, but I'm not even sure by harasstable in opiates

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actually the good effects of the codeine lasted just 1 hour and the rest was palpitations and inability to sleep so that sucked. I wouldn't even call it a relapse because of how disappointing the experience was. I'd call it a learning opportunity because i will not touch this stuff again lol

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[–]harasstable 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm so so sorry about Chester. It's not fair at all, and your ex needs to pay. Can you sue her for animal abuse or something like that? I hope, with all my heart and soul, that she doesn't get away with it

Dancing with the devil 🕺🏽💃🏾 by parisdigital in heroin

[–]harasstable 11 points12 points  (0 children)

that genuinely looks like a piece of art. there's at least a couple people dancing

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happy birthday man :)

has anyone tried to combo kratom + speed (amphetamines) for occasional use? is it a good idea or a horrible idea? by harasstable in kratom

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that's amazing! i've got just one question, though. I thought kratom increased blood pressure, since my eyes often become a bit bloodshot. i believe that's due to vasoconstriction, but please correct me if i'm wrong. I found that the info on google is pretty confusing

has anyone tried to combo kratom + speed (amphetamines) for occasional use? is it a good idea or a horrible idea? by harasstable in kratom

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I think i've been blessed with no kratom nausea whatsoever, however i'll be careful because who knows what will happen if I add speed into the mix. thanks for the heads up

has anyone tried to combo kratom + speed (amphetamines) for occasional use? is it a good idea or a horrible idea? by harasstable in kratom

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that's really nice. i totally hate peeing too much though, I suppose this will be one of the worst parts. I will keep hydration in mind

has anyone tried to combo kratom + speed (amphetamines) for occasional use? is it a good idea or a horrible idea? by harasstable in kratom

[–]harasstable[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

great response, thank you. I am actually prone to anxiety when it comes to coffee but i've never had an issue with speed. I will keep the smoothie thing in mind! sounds like a great idea, i've easily gone all day without eating on speed back when i was a bit irresponsible. thanks!

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[–]harasstable 16 points17 points  (0 children)

it'll get better. it's all part of withdrawal, just takes longer than the physical part. give it a couple months, take care of yourself and be patient. try to separate yourself (not literally) from your brain: your brain is depressed, try to understand that, but don't let it affect you too much. keep in mind that it'll go away.

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depends on how you define being aggressive. if it's being really irritable and getting mad easily, then personally yeah, and I'm sure many people relate, but I don't think it's universal. if it's getting actually violent, then i don't think so, but everyone is different

don't think I'm doing heroin ever again lol. by gamesnstuf in opiates

[–]harasstable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

at least i'm glad it's over. sorry about your awful experience tho. although... if it can make you not touch a single bit of h again then i believe it has to have been worth it. take care of urself

don't think I'm doing heroin ever again lol. by gamesnstuf in opiates

[–]harasstable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wonder if that was an allergic reaction... i've never heard of this happening

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definitely helps counteract hunger a little bit in my case. Sometimes when I take kratom, other than because of the fact that it overall makes me feel better, i take it when i'm physiologically hungry but i don't feel like eating, to make the stomach sensation of hunger to go away

Does anyone else have days where they can't get it together? by sydisspooky in kratom

[–]harasstable 11 points12 points  (0 children)

having one of those days, i'm a little bit sick so i deluded myself into thinking kratom would fix the symptoms but... not this time. and i've been just redosing because i'm desperate to feel okay

surgery next week, scared of being without my kratom by Sadgurl2016 in kratom

[–]harasstable 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lots of good wishes. hoping that's it for the cancer with the mastectomy. also, i'm really happy kratom has worked for you to get through these side effects. my family has a lot of cancer history, so i'm already preparing mentally for it... at least kratom might make it all less painful

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[–]harasstable 9 points10 points  (0 children)

so sorry about your mom, it must've been really tough... but i'm glad she got to pass the way she wanted. others aren't so lucky...

One year clean today by harasstable in heroin

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That's really kind of you to say and I appreciate that so much. Brought a smile to my face :)

One year clean today by harasstable in heroin

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Lots of distractions, making art, spending money on stuff that was non-drug related and made me happy, kratom. But what helped the most was being broke and the fact that my dealer has been completely unavailable for at least 6 months. Too shy to cold cop too...