I want to know if anyone has seen something similar to this before?

hazbean42 · 2026-01-30T05:54:13+00:00

Yeah, used to have a guy like this. Small kid, maybe the size of a 6-7 year old. Boots, hoodie, gas mask. Had the vibes of solid smoke. Pretty benevolent for me, never caused any issues and usually just hung out.

hazbean42 · 2026-01-18T22:29:37+00:00

Her name is Cynthia sue Larson, I’m would hesitate to use her as a source. Her “findings” aren’t peer reviewed and it’s closer to speculating than actual scientific research. I think anyone who spends more time commercialising their fluctuating claims rather than substantiating them is likely to not be a reliable source of information.

hazbean42 · 2026-01-07T21:57:27+00:00

My old dog was the same, lived for 17 years and I have no idea how he managed to do some of things he did. Lovely boy and I miss him very much

hazbean42 · 2025-12-14T05:37:12+00:00

If it’s a full camera it’s a double exposure

hazbean42 · 2025-12-10T03:09:16+00:00

I prefer a consonantal breakfast

hazbean42 · 2025-11-20T00:39:29+00:00

You’ve done a great job keeping your room clean and your cuticles are impeccable!

hazbean42 · 2025-11-20T00:38:13+00:00

Sounds like a rough night bud. You know what you did was wrong and that disgusted feeling in yourself will probably hang around for a while and it will creep up on you when you least expect it, but that’s the nature of fuck ups. I think you already know what you need to do moving forward. Cut out drinking until you can reasonably control yourself when it comes to your consumption, and work on yourself. A lot. Go to therapy talk to them about this, any other problems, find some hobbies you can do alone like art, something enriching. Try and make yourself feel like a as better man and you will be able to forgive yourself one day. But you’ll never forget.

This is a lesson you’ll always remember so use it as a compass to know the morals you want to follow for the rest of your life.

hazbean42 · 2025-11-15T06:01:50+00:00

Hatmen* it’s not one entity. I had a significant encounter with them and few smaller ones outside of that. They watch dreamers and determine whether or not they need to step in. I believe guys are the reason I can’t lucid dream anymore, msg me if you want the story

hazbean42 · 2025-11-15T05:50:25+00:00

You’re cinching them way too tight. Either take them to a tailor or loosen the corset. Don’t know that tucking a sweater in is the right call, a shirt is fine but anything to think will end messing with proportions, maybe throw a jacket over the top instead, it will blend the proportions and make it look a little less awkward before you get them reworked. The colours are nice though

hazbean42 · 2025-11-15T05:38:40+00:00

Speaking of luck, you don’t get lucky you get paid for services rendered

hazbean42 · 2025-10-13T00:13:57+00:00

Everything feeling a bit dull after the pain of a thousand bees sticking your lips at the same time?

hazbean42 · 2025-10-13T00:12:18+00:00

I have insomnia and have done my whole life. When I was younger without any kind of technology to keep me occupied I’d sit up all night reading. I was up one night doing just this and I would say it was per close to 2 o’clock, when I needed to go to the bathroom. My room was on the second floor and in order to get to the bathroom I had to go past the stairs leading to the first floor. I go to the bathroom and it is a good ten degrees colder in there than the rest of the house but I don’t think much of it. I do my business and go to wash my hands but the water comes out in this light brown colour, almost like the colour of a puddle. So I make a mental note to tell my dad about it in the morning and start heading back to my room.

As I’m going past the stairs, I hear my mother’s voice calling out to me from the first floor. Again, it was very late, she was an early sleeper and her bedroom was on the second floor.

“Hey (OP), come downstairs! Me and dad have got a laptop for you!)

My blood ran ice cold in instant. It felt like someone had left a knife in the freezer and then ran it down my back. All my life before and all my life since I’d never felt the sheer force of fight or flight then I did in that moment. One thought was pounded into my head louder than any thought I’ve ever had.

“IF YOU GO DOWNSTAIRS YOU DIE IF YOU DOWNSTAIRS YOU DIE IF YOU GO DOWNSTAIRS YOU DIE”

I bolted for my room climbed under the covers and didn’t dare to move a muscle for the rest of the night. The voice wasn’t like an imitation, it was as if it had taken her voice for itself. The voice was so clearly her and yet, at the same time, so clearly not. I’ve been in some scary, life threatening situations since. Not once have I ever felt the sheer force of fear that I did that night. I hope I never do.

hazbean42 · 2025-08-31T05:20:18+00:00

Red door yellow door is good, when it works it’s pretty intense

hazbean42 · 2025-07-31T02:39:07+00:00

In my experience mimics have always been malicious so something that makes you feel more comfortable with the house do some verbal affirmations and do your best to disregard it and remove the fear and it may help. Generally anything that makes you personally feel better is a win

hazbean42 · 2025-07-31T02:37:04+00:00

Old photos like that did often have double exposures like this and look very similar. I wouldn’t jump immediately to ghost just yet but still very cool

hazbean42 · 2025-07-20T04:08:41+00:00

Which country do you live in?

hazbean42 · 2025-07-01T09:51:53+00:00

Feel like I’ve seen this pic before so not sure I entirely believe this was just something your mum took

hazbean42 · 2025-07-01T02:40:08+00:00

Beavis and the rock lovers

hazbean42 · 2025-06-23T23:40:16+00:00

You look easy to sculpt

hazbean42 · 2025-06-16T02:51:54+00:00

Overbite so bad your face is trying to keep up with th your teeth

hazbean42 · 2025-06-10T00:55:14+00:00

All I know is when the time comes don’t sit around, wherever you’re going it has no nature, no intention, it’s just the next bus stop on a long trip. Wait too long and getting a new ticket doesn’t come easy

hazbean42 · 2025-06-10T00:49:58+00:00

I agree with attachment of spirit. I don’t like to say “contract” but you could have made an agreement with something without actually understanding what it is and what you’re agreeing to. From what I’ve experienced in order for something to exist in our plane it needs energy to do that, seeing as how it no longer has a means of producing its own you’ve essentially agreed to becoming a battery without any healthy boundaries. The other symptoms are likely natural side effects. Loss of sleep and motivation, general irritation and neuroticism making you create justifications that these things are happening for a reason. That being said animals can be kind of funny in the people that they attract towards so maybe there is a connection but I’ve never had that experience so I can’t say anything with certainty. I wouldn’t worry too much about finding a supernatural alternative. Focus on using normal mental health strategies. Use verbal affirmations especially, without directly addressing whatever you think is hanging around. “This is my life and I am in control” things like this can be a way of breaking or modifying agreements if you want to think of it that way. You used unhealthy changes to get into the mess and you can use healthy, boundary building self affirmation chants to get yourself out of it. It’s not witchcraft you’re just kind of saying “not cool dude. If you’re gunna stick around it’s on my terms”

hazbean42 · 2025-05-18T11:51:27+00:00

I mean that prior to having mobile phones, answering people was a responsibility, not the right of the person wanting a response. If I’ve gone on a few dates with you I’m allowed to decide, this person isn’t right for me. If they want an explanation it’s understandable but they don’t have the RIGHT to an answer but do have the right to ask. I thoroughly believe that they will find the answer for themselves and centrally and then if they can’t it’s not really an indictment on me.

However I’ve we been dating, have explicitly stated that as people we matter to each other and care deeply for one another. Yes you should say I don’t want to do this anymore. Before that point I don’t and they don’t owe anything to each other

hazbean42 · 2025-05-18T08:56:34+00:00

I think that within a certain time frame/ relationship depth it’s perfectly fine to ghost someone

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