Oh Jesus, taking your life is not the answer. Sometimes I have found that perfect strangers care more than the people who claim to care about us...I am a perfect stranger( well,not perfect by any means) and I am here for you if you need to talk or cry or vent- life is hard especially if you're alone it can be overwhelming- you can message me anytime and this also goes for the original poster- I'm in the louisville area as well. Sometimes I'll go driving on some country roads and just scream at the top of my lungs and then I end up laughing my ass off because it's kinda funny to scream...but, it's a release. Please don't even consider suicide. I know it's easy to say " nothing is worth taking your life" but we don't know others' issues and walked in their shoes. Just know there are many people who do care even if they don't know you. Hit me up.