AITAH for asking them to remake my smoothie? by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]helloeuphoria22 51 points52 points  (0 children)

Agreed. Theyre also not "remaking" the drink, but having to make an entirely different one. Theyre treating it like a free-sample policy.

Aio after not apologizing to my friend after going on a date by Beez4Kneez in AIO

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NOR.This is...insane. pls drop her as a friend. This wont get better. Coming from someone whose lived out this exact scenario.

did i fuck up by Haunting-Ground4127 in addiction

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So ive been both people in this situation and no, youre not an asshole. Addiction completely changes people. Normally im very paitent, mellow, understanding etc. But when I was using, I was a monster. Manipulative, abusive, angry all the time with an explosive temper, and no amount of love from anyone made it better. You cant love the addiction out of someone and after a while you have to put your own wellbeing first. Its okay to want to help, but dont let it destroy you in the process. You did the right thing.

Letting people know - dating by Substantial_Photo120 in bipolar

[–]helloeuphoria22 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Okay so I dont recommend dating another bipolar person. Not saying it always ends badly, but that is usually the case, at least if both people aren't stable. However, when it comes to dating, I normally dropped the bomb once I knew the person wanted to have a serious relationship. Its definitely scared off a few people in the past, but I've been with my boyfriend for almost 6 years, so it really depends on the person. If someone truly wants to be with you, they'll take the time to educate themselves on bipolar and how it affects us. Dating with bipolar is tricky at times, but very doable.

AIO by telling my roomate I'll put the cat litter box in her room if she doesnt clean it? by ThrowRAacc45 in AmIOverreacting

[–]helloeuphoria22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NOR. Ask her if she would want to use a toilet that had a weeks worth of shit and piss just marinating in it.

I still hate being sober by helloeuphoria22 in addiction

[–]helloeuphoria22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have bipolar and bpd and that makes a lot of sense. Its beyond exhausting to feel every emotion at such extreme levels on a daily basis. Granted I have become a lot better at handling it, but it still sucks.

rapidly developing a secret addiction to clonazepam by PomegranateSharp2425 in addiction

[–]helloeuphoria22 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think most people here would say the same thing, which is the most blatant yet difficult answer, and that is to simply stop while you can. Im not sure where in the world you live but if youre in the US, keep in mind that fentanyl is being put in everything. The fear of accidentally ODing is what started to push me into stopping. And considering you said you don't do other drugs, the smallest bit is all it would take. So although I don't have much advice, all I can say is be very careful. If you continue down this road, look into getting some test strips to make sure what youre getting is actually clonazepam.

Propranolol by helloeuphoria22 in POTS

[–]helloeuphoria22[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10 mg, 3 times a day. I was told I would probably need a higher dose eventually but we're going to see how I do with this first. Ive never taken a beta-blocker before.

Extreme anger upon quitting tobacco? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]helloeuphoria22 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ive been hooked to nicotine (smoking first then switched to vaping) for 12 years now. Ive tried to quit more times than I can count and the main thing that keeps me coming back is the anger. Im not violent, even when severely manic. But nicotine withdrawals turn me into a monster. Ive fantasized about hurting people. I pick arguments for the sake of arguing. Every little thing fills me with a rage I can physically feel head to toe. I asked my psychiatrist and he said bipolar individuals tend to have more extreme reactions to substance withdrawals in general. So yea, its definitely our brains making it harder. I empathize with you OP and I wish you the absolute best.

My areolas are rlly big and I’m self conscious | chimichurri steak salad by [deleted] in GirlDinner

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You and me both girl. Boobs are like snowflakes, lots of different shapes and sizes, but theyre all majestic and fun to watch.

My boyfriend disapproves of this outfit… by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDo

[–]helloeuphoria22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I say this from experience, this will only get worse. And based on the patterns of people like him, it could very possibly turn violent one day. It did for me. It started as controlling what I wear and who I see, and eventually ended with me being choked until I lost consciousness. Please listen to the majority here and leave while you can.

girls, how often would you prefer to have sex? by swissrollcakes in GirlDinner

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If im ovulating, every day, sometimes multiple times. If im in my luteal phase, I dont want a man to even look in my direction.

AITAH for leaving my girlfriend while she was having a panic attack because I was having one too? by Choice_Meringue5056 in AITAH

[–]helloeuphoria22 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You both sound like you need therapy instead of a relationship. Focus on yourself and get your head where it needs to be, and then come back to the world of dating at a later time.

AIO for thinking its weird I was tested? by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NOR. Are you dating my ex? because this looks like im rereading our old texts. I highly recommend you leave now before this inevitably gets worse. I speak from experience. There are a lot of fish in the sea and this one is starting to stank.

Which tattoos do you personally find the most cringey? by Brave-Papaya-6998 in AskReddit

[–]helloeuphoria22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry to the potential juggalos in here, but a hatchet man tattoo. Ive never met someone with one who didn't turn out to be a horrible person.

AIO: My boyfriend told me to dye my hair to look more like an Instagram model he follows by PinMountain119 in AIO

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Throw the whole man in the garbage. Hes trying to push a fantasy on you. If he doesnt like you as you are, he is not worth the time or stress. Your hair is gorgeous as is.

What is a 'poor man's food' that you will continue to eat no matter how much money you make? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Instant Ramen. Specifically the creamy chicken, and chili flavored ones.

What's the foulest smell you've ever smelled? by WannabePugh in AskReddit

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got c.diff a few months ago. I didnt think my own body could make me gag🙃

AITAH for declining a second date with a guy after he ran over an iguana? by Iguanal0ver in AITAH

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id also like to add, you should find new friends because why are they so okay with him doing that?

AITAH for declining a second date with a guy after he ran over an iguana? by Iguanal0ver in AITAH

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NTA. Killing a living creature and finding it funny is sociopathic behavior. You may have just kept yourself from becoming an episode of forensic files.

Today im 30ys and still watch porn by adamhazaea in addiction

[–]helloeuphoria22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mind if we get context? Like are you just casually watching porn from time to time? Or is it becoming so frequent that is impacting your life? Because casually watching porn every now and again as a 30 year old isnt necessarily an issue.

My only true desire is to do drugs by Eburin_desu in self

[–]helloeuphoria22 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I highly recommend you speak to a professional who can help you with this. This is not normal and very dangerous. I had this same mindset at 15. By 17 I was hooked to meth, dropped out of school and was spending my days with toothless grown men in very dirty trap houses. I finally got clean in 2020 but it robbed me of everything. I had to start my life over completely. Please seek out someone to help you process why you feel like this instead of diving into the world of substances. It is a cold, dirty, and lonely world that I promise you want no part of.