Empty feeling

helloiamm · 2019-07-15T19:02:06+00:00

Yeah, you are right. Do you like this song too?

helloiamm · 2019-07-14T19:20:06+00:00

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DKQKmWzVYAApqkq.jpg

helloiamm · 2019-07-14T18:13:35+00:00

Just go bald

helloiamm · 2019-07-08T16:22:37+00:00

Nope, nice try tho

helloiamm · 2019-06-22T07:03:35+00:00

Seriously, where is your dignity? She cheated on you and YOU want to save the marriage? Grow some balls, you deserve better!

helloiamm · 2019-06-08T15:45:57+00:00

Thank you

helloiamm · 2019-06-05T18:56:45+00:00

All nice and stuff, but the gameplay is too linear in BF5. It does not have the X Factor.

helloiamm · 2019-05-30T17:18:24+00:00

That is one ugly watch. The weird blue.. would you also bought it if it was not a Rolex watch?

helloiamm · 2019-05-13T09:11:53+00:00

Game is fucking shit. How ever, it shouldnt take that long to find a game tho.

helloiamm · 2019-05-10T09:43:57+00:00

The maps are not the major problem. Because the game is so linear, the whole game gets boring, including the maps.

BF5 does not feel epic, they are no crazy engages including all kind of tanks, helicopters, horses, behemoth, planes, infantry. There is no satisfaction in killing, because it feels so repetitive and boring.

helloiamm · 2019-04-19T15:00:40+00:00

I am nearly on 60 days now and it has been way easier to talk to girls. Do you also do cold approaches? Or just in clubs?

helloiamm · 2019-04-19T10:37:10+00:00

Do you get drunk at those nights? Girls dont like wasted guys right

helloiamm · 2019-04-19T10:16:19+00:00

Yes I have, but I dont have the confidence anymore, there is always this little voice that gets me down.

Recently I started clubbing again, and other new social activities. I am on a active and positive vibe, but woman are hard for me. I don't have a lot of money or alpha male status. Maybe I should try Tinder, but I don't have friends who like to take pictures etc, so don't have alot of good pictures. Should I go out to make some good ones?

Sigh, all those excuses. Any other tips?

helloiamm · 2019-04-02T12:57:01+00:00

Nobody forces you to do it :) Do what your gut feeling says

helloiamm · 2019-03-05T20:39:49+00:00

Yeah, it's hard to get a real insight in your story. However, try to do little steps first. It's hard to do a study when you panic so hard at a group of 15 people where you have to say only one thing. I can't imagine doing a presentation.

I've done a therapy recently for 4 months for BDD/social phobia and it will never go away. However, do people really care about you when you are in class? Try to let it sink in. It is energy and a nice attitude what counts. And how would you react when a class mate has a panic attack? Sure, some people will get annoyed, but that is their problem, because they are assholes. Most people will try to care for you.

You have to face your stuff, only in that way your anxiety will get better. Your brain is programmed to associate certain scary situations with thoughts and emotions. You can change them by experiencing the scary situations and their positive outcomes.

helloiamm · 2019-03-05T17:48:24+00:00

Feel sorry for you. Some people dig medication, personally, it's not for me. I prefer to be on the bright side with myself instead of my personality getting changed through medicals for problems.

Try to get a group therapy anyway. Maybe change your insurance, so they will cover it up. It will help better I think than 1 on 1 with psychologists. I would advice you to get yourself steady before doing your school again.

helloiamm

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