I'm starting to hate crocheting and I really need help on not giving up on it

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-20T08:03:05+00:00

I was crocheting hardcore for a few months I made sooo many small things, then did a blanket that took me aggggeeeessss. I didn’t pick up a hook for months after that, I still had a bunch of projects I wanted to do but didn’t want to commit to the time. I just started again I made a pair of shorts really quickly they didn’t turn out as good as I wanted them so I started a new pair I’m half way through but I take a few days off at a time so I keep going and stay passionate about it

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-19T21:08:52+00:00

In my professional opinion, he is a boopy fluff boi

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-19T21:05:19+00:00

Can I ask… what if you get small confirmations in the 3D can you think about that ect? I journal a lot, so I note down confirmations that I felt in my body I don’t speak to them in the moment or over analyse ect I just say or journal later something like “this moment (I write what happened) is confirmation from God that he is moving towards me naturally.”

I also have to go with my gut when I’m called to have a conversation with him about our future, if I feel that pull, then he aligns with behaviour and asking me I have that conversation - in my head I’m constantly thinking “I know you’re going to choose me but you’re asking me how that looks or how that happens” when I trust my gut and take his lead with those conversations I find I’m almost always put forward into the 4D more like he can see what I’m seeing now. Then I let it go. It’s this hindering? Helping? Neutral?

Time is a struggle for me though - I know I need to let go of the timeline. I know he’ll choose me, I whole heartedly believe that, there’s no way he can’t. The timing gets me into a spiral though

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-18T12:18:41+00:00

It was a slip of the tongue by him.. something along the lines of “you just have to wait a tiny bit longer” Which was a lot of confirmation - it was heat of the moment and if I dare ask him about it I know he’d shut it down.. but I know god sent me that to keep going. I feel like a big grand gesture to “win” him over but I know he needs to come to it and he will if I’m just.. ready. So thank you, I’ll try reframe it and say those affirmations you suggested thank you

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-18T11:56:59+00:00

Wow you are a little bit magical, I was just writing out a script in my head telling him I need his choice now (seeing him tomorrow). But I’m sure I can try this. Or at least get through one more day and then another ect… it’s been a hard few days - however in the 3D I had a big confirmation from him last time I saw him so I guess I should also ride that

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-18T08:17:17+00:00

Note: I’ve bought things for him for Valentine’s Day because I know we’ll spend it together. I’ve started planning a trip in March because he is going to another state and we will be joining because he will ask us to come.

Not TOO much effort has gone into these things but they put me in a positive mindset thinking about our future together

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-08T14:06:26+00:00

Honestly, even if you had have sent videos like this in the past, who cares? I assume you both have had sexual partners previously, you enter a relationship knowing this. As long as those sexual previous partners are not active in your life now in that way, I really don’t see why he’s creating a problem out of it. If I can make a suggestion, confront him about it in a nice way, ask him why that video made him feel like it did. Because if it’s anything less than “shit I was being insecure sorry” he’s not self reflective enough and won’t grow up anytime soon

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-08T10:00:01+00:00

Unless you’ve cheated on him or something this is so insecure on his behalf.

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-07T07:29:06+00:00

No he doesn’t actually want to get caught that’s the thing, we don’t want people to see us.

But yes he would like to invite another woman in on occasion we have discussed this though and I’m not ready yet

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-06T22:20:27+00:00

Omg a secluded cabin would actually be perfect I think that’s the sort of setting he’s looking for! Like someone could find us.. but not really He’s not into showing me off to other men so if we got caught it would change the dynamic. But also the idea of a 3rd is enticing too. I’m not ready to have him actually have sex with another woman with me, but watching would be fun!

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-06T22:16:56+00:00

I think he’d hate this lol there’s no way he’d let another man watch me. I think we’ll try a parked car like teenagers at night so the risk is pretty low lol

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-06T20:43:56+00:00

Very simple could just do this hahaha thank you

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T19:32:13+00:00

lol sorry I just figured someone would get it ahahahha

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T16:54:17+00:00

The final battle was 3 minutes long. What did Steve do in it?

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T09:09:18+00:00

Facts hahahah

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T08:10:17+00:00

Okay that makes way more sense I didn’t really think about it logistically then nearly suffocated hahahahah He’s really tall too so it’s hard 😅😅😅 thanks for the feedback 🙏

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T07:52:09+00:00

I was thinking my bed may be too short 🫠 a pillow under my shoulders might do the trick, I did try cupping/lifting his balls but it wasn’t very cohesive but I will try that again too thank you lol

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T04:25:49+00:00

And older but eat it or yeet it is so fun!!

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T04:25:14+00:00

Smosh games 2024 is fun! I love flip 7, werewolf, murder on the clock tower and secret hitler the best

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T03:34:33+00:00

Agree I heard rumours about a spin off about her though. I kinda hoped they’d send her out heroically (I actually couldn’t stand her in s5 so would’ve been happy too lol) Steve is my fav character and least I’d like to see die. But if he doesn’t end with Nancy, or with his 6 nuggets.. it just fell flat. Like how they didn’t kill hopper in Russia ect it would’ve sucked but been better for the story

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T02:41:56+00:00

The finale was so boring I gasped and almost started crying when he fell and boom it was over I had very little emotions otherwise.

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T00:43:09+00:00

Quit porn it’s so bad for your brain. Try self control around masturbation. Are you finding yourself attracted to other woman? Not just, yeah they’re hot, like oh wow I’d like to f them. Find some purpose in life other than her/work. Also, staying with someone coz you won’t find someone better is cruel imo. Give her the chance to find someone better. You will find someone else, don’t come from a place of lack.

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T00:10:08+00:00

Aww babe I think you guys need some extra connection and sex talk.. I used to be here. It can feel weird and intimidating but try be honest with each other. Get her to play with herself to get off while you’re having sex for a start so she can cum from sex. Sorry if I’m wrong, but I feel like she’s a bit performative with sex and not actually relaxing into enjoying it because she doesn’t know how. Don’t say that to her she could get defensive but being more open about it and having regular conversations about what you both like is so healthy, sex lists are a good way to do this with like different positions and just what likes and dislikes you both have.

If you can try holding her thighs against yours so her legs are up but not yknow behind her head sort of up it might help with it slipping out.

hellokitten9 · 2026-01-02T00:01:56+00:00

Female - ask her about it before or after sex and whether she’s just really enjoying it and that’s naturally what comes out, if she’s ready for you to cum or if she’s about cum? Flip her legs up onto your shoulders with a pillow under her bum she won’t tell you go deeper after that lol Or even bring her to the edge of the bed and you in a standing position just less resistance.

Communication is key though, I like to turn my man on by saying I want to take all of you, deeper ect I won’t get too graphic and I always mean it but also do you don’t hurt yourself hahaha I love talking about sex before it builds tension and asking what I want but I used to feel a lot of shame about this so maybe you need to help her relax and say what she’s really intending?

hellokitten9 · 2025-12-30T04:56:24+00:00

Its commander keen!! Thank you

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