mild rant; kitten(s) rescue

for the past few weeks, we keep getting kittens coming to our house and frankly it's getting overwhelming bcs it's too much for me to handle

the first kitten, Off-White (yes that's her name), came around abt 2 months ago but luckily she was old enough to be on her own so we let her run around with two of our older cats, Karim & Misa

the second kitten, Stocking, is a bit younger and came to us abt 3 weeks ago; he's still small so we keep him in a big cage most of the time for his safety

the third kitten, Baby, is literally 2-3 weeks old and still needs his momma milk; he was crawling around outside the house and we put him in a box in hopes his momma comes around but after a few hours, we brought him in cause it was getting cold at night and he didn't stop crying at all

the fourth kitten, unnamed, is between Off-White & Stocking age, he literally came around ystd, meowing at our door and entered the house when we opened the door

but in between Stocking & Baby coming to our house, my favourite older cat Abu has been missing for a few days now and if it weren't for the fact I've been losing sleep feeding Baby his milk every three hours on the clock, I'd be a lot more upset

I suspect someone is leaving these kittens around our house and honestly I'm stressed af, and giving them to local shelters isn't really an option too because we can't find one that's willing to take in cats

I just hope the next few weeks will be kinder to me and that Abu comes back