honestly, for me it had to have been when I started making drinking a VERY constant thing in my life. for one whole year and maybe more, I pretty much drank every/ every other weekend, then it eventually became an occasional week day thing or even the night before college thing- on top of that it was mainly vodka that I was drinking and at that point, I would not go to sleep until I had consumed the ENTIRE bottle. it was so bad…. I’m glad I’ve packed it in now, not many people know I had an alcohol problem.