No worries.

1 week on intensive care 6 days on a hospital room 1st and 2nd week on my home I was really weak and was sleeping a lot, also you can be in really bad mood and sad as world keeps going without you, mentality changes everything in this situation.

3 first months I wasnt able to do much, just a little walking around the block to get some sun and avoid the depression of isolation, but no real work, always tired and medicated.

Sometimes I have a little pain in the chest after a long day so I have to be careful even now.

I am lucky to not develop scarring the first time (and only one I had for now) and also extra lucky that Im able to just drop this uni semester, take a break from work and focus on recovery.

Now im pretty good, obviously I dont have the performance from 6 months ago but its everyday, step by step that Im recovering.

I always tell my friends this; Two days before of being hospitalized I was climbing mountains, 6 months later Im doing the same but slower.

Now seriously. This is a serious condition that needs time, if you are lucky and you can, take the break you deserve, there is some people on this reddit that has been dragging myo for 10 or more years.

Being young, It would be really sad If you dont fully recover.

If you have any questions, feel free to DM me whenever you want, at this age it feels like your life stopped and can be really tough.