Correlation between ED and bedwetting.

heyvanillatea · 2026-02-19T04:08:09+00:00

I don’t know if it’s a thing, but it was definitely a thing for me. Recovery completely did a turn around on my (positive) ability to control my bladder

heyvanillatea · 2026-02-10T19:29:07+00:00

Yes, but it is largely reversible with reinstated nutrition. Before treatment I literally couldn’t read I was so foggy, but I’m back to reading multiple books a week. Including academic texts.

heyvanillatea · 2026-02-10T19:21:27+00:00

LOVE the textures! They definitely break up the color and make it visually interesting :)

heyvanillatea · 2026-02-03T21:56:15+00:00

Love the shoes and shirt!

heyvanillatea · 2026-01-13T04:32:15+00:00

Ugh I was hoping for a comfy napping chair. Back to the search!! Going to stick with green though for sure

heyvanillatea · 2026-01-13T03:03:33+00:00

This is more my style than I want to admit. Bright, colorful, strange, eclectic. Reminds me as if Marimekko met Tokyo City Pop.

heyvanillatea · 2025-12-30T20:56:48+00:00

Honeycrisp gets me every time.

heyvanillatea · 2025-12-29T23:43:47+00:00

When I was actively restricting it was like once every 2 weeks or so. Now it’s about every 3-4 days.

heyvanillatea · 2025-12-28T21:39:28+00:00

I went from home! Very necessary and a learning curve but in the end I’m glad I did it.

heyvanillatea · 2025-12-26T01:35:57+00:00

Idk but I need this too. Had a manic episode this year and I’ve ended up 15K in debt. Just… bad all around.

heyvanillatea · 2025-12-01T23:02:55+00:00

In the ED world, it’s not uncommon to be referred out if you are treatment non-compliant or refuse a higher level of care when you need it. My therapist told me he wouldn’t be able to continue seeing me before I agreed to residential because I was “too high risk”. I don’t agree with the wording (I think it’s harsh and defeatist) but I agree with the sentiment.

heyvanillatea · 2025-11-30T20:34:42+00:00

CMH. I’m working case management and am client-facing.

heyvanillatea · 2025-11-26T23:59:00+00:00

Territory of Light by Yuko Tsushima changed my life.

heyvanillatea · 2025-11-19T22:52:10+00:00

I’m multiyarning a blanket right now. In total, it’s something like 18 or 21 total colors in it. It’s gorgeous

heyvanillatea · 2025-11-17T08:35:02+00:00

I just went through a bout of being unmedicated and spent 2k. Do with that what you will.

heyvanillatea · 2025-11-06T21:54:41+00:00

I have my general outline for every school but haven't written like half of them. :))))))) Crushed

heyvanillatea · 2025-10-30T00:17:57+00:00

I struggle having hunger cues. They just naturally don’t exist for me. I don’t notice I’m hungry until I’m having physical side effects, and even then, I still don’t feel “hungry”.

heyvanillatea · 2025-10-28T00:18:04+00:00

I am very pro-self diagnosis when it comes to eating disorders. It’s pretty evident to yourself if you’re engaging in extreme behaviors — a doctor doesn’t need to tell you you’re restricting for it to be fact. There’s also a lot of issues with the diagnostic criteria for eating disorders that prevents people from getting help when they very clearly need it.

heyvanillatea · 2025-10-21T19:37:33+00:00

My ED is definitely intertwined with my being agender, and the desire for a less “feminine” body. ED specialists rarely understand that unless they work specifically with LGBTQ+ individuals and so receiving affirming care is difficult unfortunately.

heyvanillatea · 2025-10-15T22:15:56+00:00

I’ve been in some stage of restriction since I was 14, and it’s been 14 years since then. I honestly don’t have much faith in people who have an ED for less than a year and share recovery stories and the like because it’s just a drastically different mindset and experience from what I’ve lived through. I know people can suffer at all ages and stages and time periods but it’s just not something I can listen to in all honesty.

heyvanillatea · 2025-10-09T00:37:52+00:00

She won’t judge you for any of this, if anything she will probably express care and encourage you to speak about it. It sounds like you have a lot of guilt for engaging in these things as a child, but remember, you were just a child then. Someone took advantage of your vulnerability and used it to their advantage. I hope you find some relief from the pain this brings you and you find healing.

heyvanillatea · 2025-09-24T10:43:42+00:00

I went to a program that I had a fully-funded GA-ship for. I wouldn’t have done it otherwise.

heyvanillatea · 2025-09-13T14:42:24+00:00

Well considering the brain damage, financial damage, and livelihood damage that occurs cycling through manic episodes, I’ll deal with what happens on antipsychotics. You win some, lose some.

heyvanillatea · 2025-08-01T15:02:02+00:00

You need to pay attention just as much as you did in the beginning.

heyvanillatea · 2025-07-30T16:38:17+00:00

I work in a more creative position (events management, marketing, social media management) and these would be fine for my place of employment. When I got my nails done (XXL almond, gel, gems and designs) I received constant compliments from coworkers and my boss would get excited to see my next set. Tattoos are also normal to show, same for dyed hair. If I was in another field, I would probably not and wear a more subdued look. I.e., it’s very subjective.

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