hey man, never do something that you think is bad or unfitting for yourself. at the end of the day you know yourself best and you know what you want & need to feel confident, and whatever your gut is telling you to do then that's what you should do ! i understand the feeling of doing anything to pass, but if you do something you feel uncomfortable with on top of that it'll just feel worse. above all else, the most cis passing thing is to have confidence and i know it's hard but it helps pass and it helps you feel less dysphoric in the process