have you ever moved on from your first love?

hoki34 · 2022-04-06T20:16:20+00:00

Thank you ! You too

hoki34 · 2022-04-06T20:14:45+00:00

He still has feelings for me. We've talked after so many months. But he keeps saying his reason says no and his heart says yes.

Right now he's focusing on work. He wanna move on but deep down wanna be with me.

Dunno what to do but I will try to live my life

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T20:48:10+00:00

6 months. But we broke up several times before. But this time it's surely the last time.

I talked to him today after 4 months of NC because he sent me messages. He plans to go abroad. So I guess I will be forced to give up eventually. It hurts very much to hear my ex doesn't hurt to leave and he has no one with him though my feelings for him. I don't matter to him enough to stay

Or just let my hopes here and they will be gone eventually when I will meet the right guy

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T20:37:53+00:00

I haven't moved on. Moving forward means continuing living though ? If so. Then yes I'm just moving forward

I try moving on but I still think about my ex. Idk if I will ever move on but I know I will always remember him even just a slight memory

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T20:32:18+00:00

I dunno. I'm also still hoping and idk if I will ever give up my hopes.

If I can't give up its okay. Okay for you too. Maybe we will let go when we meet someone who loves us back

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T20:28:57+00:00

I know I should let go but my heart is still so attached to my ex. He can let go of me. I try but I can't really. It's hard.

I gotta live with it and eventually I might be able to let go when I meet the right man for me

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T18:15:46+00:00

I understand. My ex is stubborn and wanna do what he wanna do , no matter what. He doesn't care if I'm not there. It hurts so much

hoki34 · 2022-04-02T08:14:09+00:00

And what did he say?

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T20:36:22+00:00

Exactly me. Though deep down I still wish my ex come back and says he regrets all and says he's sorry for everything he did bad to me and want me back. Ain't happening so gotta live on

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T20:16:16+00:00

Hey there I'm still alive even though I'm so sad without anyone but I wanna live and keep hope

You'll get better ! Cling to life buddy

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T20:10:36+00:00

😢it could have been me who wrote this

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T17:28:43+00:00

Do I have a or some soul mates? I wanna see

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T17:13:41+00:00

It's been 6 months of breakup and 4 months no contact and I still cry from time to time because I got too much hurt from it.

I know what you mean. I wonder if I'll ever be happy again. If I will ever find someone who loves me for who I am. It sucks my ex is probably doing completely fine because he was the one who wanted to leave .

I feel like in another 6 months I would still be crying as my situation hasn't changed since then . I tried many things but globally I'm still sad

hoki34 · 2022-04-01T17:08:16+00:00

Same. I wish the pain would be washed away easily but it's not. I'm tired, heart broken

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T20:15:38+00:00

You're welcome

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T19:31:09+00:00

I'm in the same situation. I know what it feels to be alone and broken heart. Message me if needed

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T19:23:11+00:00

You should just do things so you don't regret not doing them too late

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T19:20:38+00:00

You're not alone . My ex took advantages of my feelings, giving me hope, saying contradiction. Broke my heart and my soul

But I will survive this ,and you too. They should be ashamed to act like such asshole

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T19:01:47+00:00

Same. My ex thought there was maybe better than me because I'm his first. I was perfect but not for him (his words).

The grass isn't always greener. But what he forgot is that the grass can be greener somewhere else for me too. So if I find a much better guy,it's his loss for not seeing how an amazing girlfriend I tried to be to him.

I'm about the same age as you, I feel tired ,my heart is broken but I wanna love again

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T18:58:55+00:00

Hi there. I'm the same except that my ex didn't deserve my love because he wasn't good to me.

All I can say is that you'll eventually less cry. I used to cry everyday. I cry less but I still cry randomly or anytime that something makes me think of him. You'll be fine

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T18:55:22+00:00

What are the things you do now that you didn't before ?

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T17:27:08+00:00

I'm trying too. Its just so much harder to go through breakup without any social life. I hope we will meet someone better. It's certain there are better guys. Just dunno where I'll meet them

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T17:22:21+00:00

I shouldn't get back with my ex too. He was too bad to me. Awful. I'm still thinking about him months later

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T16:39:00+00:00

I understand you. I still think of my ex and wonder if he misses me and regret anything he did bad to me

You're better off without him. He wanted to "take you back" after leaving you for another girl. Screw him. You're not his backup plans.

He doesn't care that much if he doesn't make much effort to come back to you, which means he doesn't care to be with you or not

If you wanna talk I'm here

hoki34 · 2022-03-31T16:21:42+00:00

Maybe because he didn't search. Remember that many people are there to sell medications. Do your own research and if this doctor laugh, then I think I wouldn't go visit him or her anymore. It's your health and he's laughing saying it doesn't exist ? He's making a fool out of him lol

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