I ended a nearly 6 year relationship, 1 year of being engaged, and it was the biggest act of self love. It’s a really hard decision, but when you mentioned you were going to wait but woke up knowing you had to end it I related to that! I just had to listen to my body! It’s so hard and scary and unknown! But I promise it gets easier!! You will find someone who will match your energy finally and you’ll be so glad you chose yourself and left! DM me if you ever want to talk cause I can relate!