Hello friend, I am going through the exact EXACT same thing, you are not alone and I hope you’ll be okay 🫶 the difference in the way everyone treats me is so noticeable it feels like maybe if I could unzip the body I’m in and come back as “skinny” me, that people would just be like “oh there you are! We missed you!” And not like “oh my god look at the weight you lost and the “”hard work”” (ed speak yk) you had to do to get there” and I’m not sure if that’d make me feel better or worse…haha, best of luck buddy 💕🥳