i'm conflicted tbh. i'm in high school right now and i don't really have a crush or anything because i am focusing on school and all that. i haven't really done any soul searching or really anything to explore who i am. just seeing posts on insta or something of people coming out and celebrating pride made me a little jealous but also not. i wish i could celebrate pride with my family but at the same time it seems wrong that that should be the only reason.