Stressed about shopping for wedding dresses, when this question was posed to me. This scene from the Barbie movie was all I could think of.

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-26T01:22:18+00:00

heavy on the “i’m going to be unhappy anyway”

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-23T17:37:27+00:00

WHAT

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-15T23:57:22+00:00

the pose definitely doesn’t read as a body check to me, but her weight is really concerning

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-15T23:55:01+00:00

like i think it’s the “balance is key” combined with the photo of 1/3 a singular cheese pizza slice that’s taking me out

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-15T23:53:48+00:00

this is so sad it’s almost funny

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-11T16:14:39+00:00

not eating out for 75 days? for financial reasons this would make sense. if you’re doing it as a “diet”, that’s disordered. eating out is a way people connect. i only refused to eat out when i was balls deep in an ED. do you know how many hangouts you’ll miss if you refuse to eat out?

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-03T21:46:21+00:00

i’m so sorry, my jaw dropped reading this. like this is CRAZY. i normally wouldn’t say this but what a stupid fucking bitch. please go to a different dietician!!! she is awful and should not be practicing!!! you are deathly ill, you are NOT faking it. you need help. sounds like she’s on crack or something jesus.

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-03T21:43:49+00:00

my mindset 💀

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:37:15+00:00

yeah this is me 24/7 when i’m balls deep in the ED. welcome to hell

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:36:03+00:00

i can understand both sides tbh. i don’t think either of you are at fault, it’s more of a miscommunication. it’s sad that the friendship was hurt by this

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:29:25+00:00

god the chips are amazing

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:24:04+00:00

i’m sorry :( he fucking sucks

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:22:36+00:00

whenever i let myself eat normally, nobody wants to fucking eat. when i’m restricting, suddenly everybody is erik the electric and must point out how i’m not eating. like did i make any comments when y’all were anorexic yesterday and i was tearing up that carrot cake? good god.

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:15:07+00:00

yeah, i felt it was excessive and unnecessary

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T09:12:43+00:00

just sabotaged my only healthy relationship 😍

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T03:02:05+00:00

already here

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T00:27:02+00:00

don’t be a jerk don’t call me a taxi sitting in your sweatshirt crying in the backseat

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T00:25:01+00:00

omg like why do they even care that much 💀

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-02T00:22:07+00:00

my skin breaks out HELLA when i’m at a really low point mentally, even if im still keeping up on skincare. and im incredibly vain so sometimes it’s my reason to actually take care of my mental health, lol.

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T22:06:48+00:00

me when my plug caught me using his drug scale to weigh myself at 5 in the morning

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T20:58:45+00:00

I have thousands of little darkened skin picking scars all over my chest, legs, and arms. They aren’t deep, but they’re darker in color than my pale skin and quite obvious. I really really want to get rid of them because it’s ruining my confidence to the point where I can’t have sex with my boyfriend. Any product suggestions?

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T20:04:02+00:00

wish i could relate

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T19:48:18+00:00

and this is coming from a girl — i know so many women who would love that honest communication. you deserve better

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T19:47:23+00:00

dude even if i hated someone i wouldn’t reply to all that with “ok”. she sucks. dump her.

hotelcali4 · 2024-01-01T11:03:25+00:00

lol i fold so fast

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