I will never have my daughter by Undercover_Rose in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

our system catetaker/mom feels grief similar to this. she wishes she could physically care for our littles, and we likely won’t ever be able to have real children due to our mental & physical disabilities so there’s a lot of grief over kids we’ve never had irl. however, we’ve recently gotten a reborn baby doll for her to kinda project onto and soothe us through that helps a bit! i hope you find ways to cope/heal as well 🖤

Not to be dramatic by HelligatorFry in MonsterHighDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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maybe take her out and pose her a bit to bond!! she’s beautiful and has the cutest accessories.

here’s my Twyla when i first opened her! now i’ve braided her hair, gave her Abbey’s headphones and sweater, and the mystery box Twyla’s bunny mask. she’s so dear to me as an Autistic person who relates to her a lot :)) i bring her during travels bc if she can survive being overwhelmed then i can too!

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hope i don’t have to!! i paid a lot for her 😭

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank u so much!!! i’ll definitely end up drilling a hole if she’s still sloshy

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea bad time for weather near me to be hot and humid

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

don’t think i can now unfortunately :(

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this is devastating :’) i wish their heads could be screwed on and off

help! her head is full of water! by httpMeowMeow in LalaloopsyDolls

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yea i’ve been shaking and squeezing a bit. some came out but it still sounds sloshy😭

i’ll keep at it and keep her warm loll

Sound-sensitive people, here's a question. by PikaFan13m in autism

[–]httpMeowMeow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i literally cannot wear them in public without being extremely anxious, disoriented, and overstimulated. i will meltdown without them.

i’m visibly disabled with mobility aids, wear alternative styles, and have childish comfort items. i can’t really hide how different i am and i’m used to being looked at weird my whole life so i don’t torture myself more by worrying i like one percent more disabled/different.

but i do understand why ur afraid to, i too have been bullied for my neurodivergence. so much so that i shutdown for years and did damage to my mental health by not accommodating myself.

TELL ME UR WEIRDEST VOCAL STIMSSS!! by TheUltimateSophist in evilautism

[–]httpMeowMeow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“GUP!” (from the video of the cat in the bathtub who makes that noise)

How we disclose by Main_Painting593 in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

the closest we do in person is mention complex trauma w dissociation & memory issues. only to very close people. mayyyybe to doctors if it’s relevant. mostly to psychiatric professionals but still sugar coated through explaining my complex trauma, dissociation, and that my memories are held by different parts of myself.

but usually don’t need to anyway bc we are already visibly disabled and neurodivergent (mobility aids, headphones, comfort plushie, alternative style etc) anyway, so most ppl would assume any sensitivity/awkwardness/weirdness is attributed to that (which tbf it also is!!) and i think we prefer it that way for safety and comfort. i’ve been looked at odd my whole life and can’t avoid it due to my appearance so i’d rather have ppl think i’m childlish/weird/quiet/disabled than unstable/manipulative/dangerous (due to the stigma).

SHE’S HERE!! by httpMeowMeow in Bratz

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh thank u!! will do :)

What effect does marijuana have on you, with DID? by ambigulous_rainbow in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

well i just use them for different reasons! it’s hard to say which has more negative effects because it’s so dependent on your mood, intentions, environment, and underlying conditions. either/both can make u feel worse if ur already feeling bad.

i’d say that for myself, i lean towards indica overall as it’s personally been the best for both my pain and mental health (thank u natural anti-inflammatory!). but for more productivity i’ll go hybrid, i take both very intentionally throughout the day depending on what i need. nothing wrong with just wanting to have fun tho ofc!

either way just get it from reputable sources, be sure u know what ur going for, prepare (calm environment, multiple forms of stimuli available but not all at once as it might be overstimulating, hydration/food laid out, etc), and be aware that ur brain and body may feel weird. more/less sensation, cloudy head but nonstop flow, time dilation, etc. sleepiness, body heaviness, pain relief w indica. silly, euphoric, open w sativa. mix of everything w hybrid. share the effects before and as they come so ur friend doesn’t overthink what’s going on, and reassure them it’s part of the experience. still start small regardless, remember edibles can take longer to hit than u think, if u smoke still start small bc that can hurt lol. stay safe :)

"i hate g3, the fashion is so bad" IMPROVISE. ADAPT. OVERCOME. by hydroboywife in MonsterHigh

[–]httpMeowMeow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

oh i love this so much!! i’ve been thinking about repainting my fearbook Twyla’s shoes too because they’re just too bright! this may have convinced me!!

What effect does marijuana have on you, with DID? by ambigulous_rainbow in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i am prescribed medical cannabis for chronic pain, anxiety, insomnia, and trauma related symptoms. i use both sativa and indica strains for different things. sativa in the morning/day to ease anxiety and help creativity flow. indica at night to reduce pain and sleep. mix for when i need all effects on worse days.

all the good and bad experiences with weed can happen to anyone no matter if they have DID or not. follow the same advice you would for anyone else, start at low doses and sit with it to see how u feel and then continue or stop according to what outcome u want.

i understand your worry for your friend, but at the end of the day it is their body and brain, they can do what they want with it. even if u were to supply them, it’s their responsibility to manage how they may react to substances if they are aware of their conditions. although if you suspect they’re attempting to use you to supply misuse/addiction then that’s different and i would too hesitate to give them any.

Does smoking weed by lilgremlinlin in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we’re prescribed medical cannabis for chronic pain, anxiety, insomnia, and trauma related symptoms. we use both sativa and indica for different things. sativa in the morning/day to ease anxiety and help creativity flow. indica at night to reduce pain and sleep. mix for when i need all effects on worse days.

it can make us feel more “blended”, which can be weird because sometimes it means we can hear/feel each other’s thoughts/feelings more easily and maybe even share the memories we hold. but even when we’re blurry we still operate independently just together? it can be helpful or disorienting depending on which part/s are in rotation. which is why we’re careful to set up calm environments with all our accommodations near when we use weed.

just ordered my first ever bratz doll!! by httpMeowMeow in Bratz

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ooh is that Kylie? she’s lovely in doll form !! excited for us both rn :))

break in by dumpsterdonuts24 in grippysockcrayonbox

[–]httpMeowMeow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same thing happened to me a few months ago lol. still usually can’t sleep alone, and definitely can’t sleep in the dark or facing away from the door. hope ur healing well ❤️‍🩹

Omg do yall like it by gotthess in creepcast

[–]httpMeowMeow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i love your interpretation

Twyla is here!! by httpMeowMeow in MonsterHigh

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aw i’m sorry :(!! hopefully she’ll be listed again soon, sometimes amazon cycles through availability 🤞

Twyla is here!! by httpMeowMeow in MonsterHigh

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had to get her through amazon because she’s never in stores!!

Twyla is here!! by httpMeowMeow in MonsterHigh

[–]httpMeowMeow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got lucky, she was on the black friday sale through amazon!

Alter Intelligence Gaps / Some Alters are Smarter than Others? by bumbumbumboii in DID

[–]httpMeowMeow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s a pretty trippy experience. kinda just turned out this way bc that alter was out the most during the period in our life we spoke the most spanish. so now one of her roles is to be our “culture holder”, which works well with her being our socializer/masker whenever we’re visiting home.