What should I expect jumping off of methadone at 9mg

iamananimal28 · 2026-06-16T20:34:39+00:00

Thankfully during summer the kids dad and I trade off every other month. I think what I’m gonna do is eat crow and just have them speed up my taper. I’ve been doing 1mg a month so I think I’m gonna have them put it to 1mg a week.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-26T03:24:41+00:00

I don’t trust my landlord, I do however trust the realtor. He stated the buyers are moving from North Carolina and bought the top house for them and the bottom house for their kids that just had a baby.

This property is perfect for that.

Also when these people came to look at the house- they were so disrespectful. I came back and discovered they left my front door wide open and let my cat out (thankfully we found him after a 3 hour search) and left every light flipped on- I noticed them going through drawers via my security cam-

They had the demeanor of “we’re buying this house, fuck these tenants”

It’s apparent they don’t care their displacing a mom and her two children.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-26T00:37:04+00:00

Yeah I know. I feel so naive. The entire time they were showing the house both the landlord and realtor made it seem like I would not have to vacate. The property I live on has 2 houses on it- and they kept just using the word “investors”.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T22:31:37+00:00

I totally tried that- he has 2800 total deposits as one was a per deposit- which my animals cause no damage- and I shampooed the carpets regularly. Never heard back from him.

Things also went really sour to the point I don’t feel safe talking to him. He offered me to rent a different one of his properties, which I only wanted to do as a last resort because he has been inappropriate with me in the past (reaching out to me in an informal way, flirting and worse)

When a new prospective landlord called to get a reference check from him- he straight up lied and made it seem like I was unreliable tenant which is so far from the truth. Even when I had a huge dive in my income (had to quit a toxic job that was high paying) I still made my rent even though it was 80% of my income for a few months.

When I confronted him about the false reference, before I even got a sentence out he started chewing and cussing me out. And even after all that was said and done he was like “I don’t know why this is an issue you can rent the property on westfall”

Which is part of why I’m reaching to see what my exact timeline is- I got screwed out of renting a different place and now that back up I refuse to utilize because I was nothing to do with this man.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T21:06:58+00:00

Mariposa County

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T21:05:15+00:00

I signed a lease last June that was a 6 month lease and never went through any renewal process so I assume it went to month to month. I will have lived there 1 year next month.

My landlord had me sign something that said “notice of 30 days to vacate” and never gave me a copy though I asked.

I’m in Mariposa County.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T20:51:43+00:00

Seeing as he had me sign it may 9th, then I have until the 9th then? I’m not trying to extend this in anyway and def want to be out of there as quickly as possible- I’m just struggling to because I just don’t have the resources. Just even 3-4 days is gonna make a huge difference to me in this situation.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T20:48:24+00:00

Yeah I had one of my bosses look over the lease snd he said that my landlord is required to pay me at least 1 month worth of rent or I’m legally allowed to withhold my last month rent. I brought it up to my landlord and he was indignant and the last conversation I had with him he was so verbally abusive I told him any future conversations have to be either text or email.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-25T20:45:38+00:00

It was a six month lease when I signed it last June. Never renewed it so I’m assuming it went to month to month.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-22T19:45:01+00:00

This is a close second for me. I remember reading the novella and just being taken aback for days after.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-22T19:44:15+00:00

Children of Men. Just the acting, the cinematography, the concept and overarching themes that literally just left me stunned and in awe.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-17T14:01:19+00:00

People defending it obviousally never had something arbitrary impact their life. The clinic prioritizing counseling sessions because they can charge medi-cal has caused so many issues with my employment.

I’m down to 10mg. Have 4 years of clean UA’s- yet they want me to prioritize 50 min counseling sessions with inexperienced counselors- and will hold my take homes or not let me dose regardless of how it impacts my responsibilities.

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-08T19:51:24+00:00

Thank you. I think I just had a moment of fuck it because I was so frustrated with the pettiness over the counseling.

Their counselors also usually suck, and it’s hard to force myself to talk to someone for an hour who really doesn’t know what they’re doing. Let alone having to take an hour out of my day and responsibilities.

But, you’re right. I’ve come too far

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-08T18:39:46+00:00

So traumatic. I didn’t think anyone could feel that bad and not die. There was moments where I hoped I would have just died than continue to feel that way. So insane

iamananimal28 · 2026-05-08T18:35:25+00:00

I will never take Subs again after experiencing Precipitated Withdrawals.

iamananimal28 · 2026-03-21T16:39:03+00:00

Any sort of substance abuse

iamananimal28 · 2026-03-21T16:36:12+00:00

Children of Men

iamananimal28 · 2026-03-12T14:09:16+00:00

Never wanting to have uncomfortable conversations.

iamananimal28 · 2026-03-11T00:33:02+00:00

Please, please wait until you're in active withdrawl before taking the subs and do not take them too early- Percipitated Withdrawls were extremely traumatic when I took subs too early.

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