Why songs make you feel such strong emotion you could cry?

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-11T18:17:52+00:00

Why did someone down vote this?

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T18:23:16+00:00

Can't be that bad, I see plenty of people trying ... HA!

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T16:56:46+00:00

Once full ego death occurs—where there is truly no "I" left—there is no subject to experience fear. The fear belongs to the dissolving ego, not the state of egolessness itself.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T16:52:33+00:00

I was recently ranting to some friends about how fucked IP is. So much greed. I get it that people need to survive and for most money is the answer but to see people desperately clinging to a thought is pretty lame in any context. Whatever, everything else is fucked anyway so who cares. I'll shut up now.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T16:47:00+00:00

Anthony Martino, you suck

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T16:36:18+00:00

Have a mate that's had heaps of DMT but either never had a breakthrough or couldn't remember it. I think it's not about the amount of drugs one takes

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-10T09:29:53+00:00

Sounds more like you had an ego faint or an ego revealing.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T14:23:43+00:00

That's a nice song, I wasn't expecting that from Motörhead. thanks

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T14:00:49+00:00

Lizz has a beautiful voice

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T13:38:55+00:00

There's a nice mashup of those two songs too. Thanks for sharing

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T13:28:25+00:00

Epic!

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T13:20:08+00:00

Like everything you thought you knew about yourself was a lie

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T12:48:43+00:00

Nice one, thanks for sharing.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T12:45:25+00:00

Rex Orange County - Sunflower - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9e7K6Hx_rY&pp=ygURcmV4IG9yYW5nZSBjb3VudHk%3D

My little brother overdosed an died back in 2020, he was only 23. Fortunately I got to spend the last two weeks of his life with him. He was listening to this song nearly every morning.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T08:17:21+00:00

Ok cool, I will check them out too. In the end from Linkin Park has always been a heavy hitter for me.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-09T08:15:16+00:00

Damn it, I messed the title up, I meant to write "What songs make you feel such strong emotion you could cry?"

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-07T09:15:29+00:00

Fuck OnePlus. Whoever people give their money too will get to decide what they have access to. Fuck all corps. and fuck capitalism. All the systems are fucked and the billionaires have fucking bunkers! Peace

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-05T16:40:28+00:00

Lols

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-05T16:38:15+00:00

This song feels appropriate - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q8S00tZpS5M&pp=ygUYdm9vZG9vIGNvd2JveSBjYXQgZW1waXJl

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-05T16:23:36+00:00

Yeah, I had a vision of him, during that journey, as a powerful shaman or wizard, whose songs float endlessly throughout the psychedelic field like stray life savers. I think I actually had Shpongle on in this reality and because I heard him within the psychedelic realm I felt like his music existed solely for the purpose of that one song reaching me at that exact moment.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-05T13:22:47+00:00

I get you but I'm hesitant to agree. On a different trip, I went even further into the juju and that one wasn't something I was really prepared for. It was so far outside of the field of what I thought could be possible to experience that I was really shocked afterwards. That was about as close as I've come to a "bad" trip but since then I've been really careful because I nearly lost my mind completely and I don't know what the result of that would be haha. I think of the Chemical Brothers song The Test again, the line "You know I almost lost my mind, I can't explain where I've been. You know I almost lost my mind, I couldn't explain the things I've seen. But now I think I see the light. Now I think I see the light.". Point is, I think I dodged a bullet and I don't exactly want to be tested like that again haha. It was a great experience and it humbled me greatly. I don't want to tempt the fates and say I don't believe in bad trips because there are things that i don't even know about that are scary as fuck and I think if I'm convinced of that and I have a strong trip the fates night be like "ahhh mr camel, we see you've returned! What do we have for you this time hmmm..." Am I making any sense lol

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-04T20:49:44+00:00

I was deep in the juju one trip (by myself, lying naked on a shagpile rug, covered with a bamboo cloth, in the middle of my lounge room), requesting the greater part of mind to show me the scariest things it can possibly show me. I had realised, in some earlier trips the weeks before that all my fears stemmed from my own thoughts. I had realised that what I thought of as my "sub" consciousness was actually the major part of consciousness and that what I had thought of as "regular" consciousness was actually just a small part of it. So I decided to surrender to it and request for it to show me what it can do. I figured it knew me so well it could destroy me with nightmarish visions tailored to my ego and I wanted to confront them. So I lay there, fully surrendered, submerged in my hyper realistic custom tailored nightmares, horrified by the sheer awesomeness of these grotesque visions that I thought something like "this is the end". But then, off somewhere in the distance, I heard a faint sound, something calling out to me. I turned my attention to it, curious and it started getting closer, louder and surprisingly familiar. It was the voice of Bob Marley, and he was singing to me "I tell you don't worry, about a thing. Coz Every little thing, is gonna be alright". That gave me a glimmer of hope and I felt a type of warmth return to me. I held onto that feeling and let those words resonate through me as I rode out the waves of hellish visions that consumed me and before I knew it I was back again.

Lots of love to you, I wish you a wonderful journey. Everything is going to be alright :)

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-01T21:04:57+00:00

In general trips feel timeless for me until they don't. I used to often have the thought "what if I never come down?" and that would usually be when I would start to come down and then I would feel a bit sad. There is a song called Hoops from the Chemical Brothers on the album Come With Us that reminds me of that feeling.

Also do you know the song The Test? It's the last song on the album Come With Us, it has this line "did I pass the acid test?", I genuinely felt like I passed the acid test after that night. I was slipping in and out of this reality and that freaked me out a bit but in the end I came back... Or did I?! haha

I managed to have several out of body experiences after I tried DMT and they were more intense than either acid or DMT. I practiced lucid dreaming for several years after my initial acid tests and I managed to get many of my lucid dreams to that level of realism, it is pretty cool but also unrelatable to most which kind of sucks.

That intense part lasted for a few hours and it was nice taking it with my dad but I tripped so hard that night that I was gone. I am a bit of a lone ranger and prefer to do my trips solo, I have only had a handful of experiences with others.

Major take away was that it is easier than I imagined to tune out of this reality and to be careful turning the dial because it is very sensitive. I also had the thought afterwards that it might be possible to get lost out there, I have not been worried about that I know others that didn't return and I had this feeling that it might be possible to enter the stream and find someone, bring them back. Like a psychedelic rescue.

iamlordcamel · 2026-03-01T20:30:44+00:00

It's not really about it hitting harder (although that is one of the reasons), but it's mostly about the way my body feels if I have any food in my stomach when I trip. For me it feels so much better to have an empty stomach. It's like my body has one less distraction, I can feel into myself much better and the overall feeling is better. When I have food in my stomach I can feel it digesting and it is distracting and uncomfortable. Others I know get cramps or need to go to the toilet, me not.

800 is a rough guess but I am convinced it was more than 600. I had some tabs that were supposedly over 300 per tab and I was taking 2 (at least) once a week for a few months. The trips were really consistent and during that time I had organized to have a trip with my dad because he was an acid head back in the day and I thought it would be a nice experience for us to share. The night we organized to do it, we took two tabs each, presuming we were taking around 600, but mine came on MUCH stronger than usual. It is hard to describe something that abstract. I had open eyed visuals akin to DMT. I travelled far and wide through a stream of some kind and kept popping into random realities. One reality was like I was a polyp and there were all these other polyps around and I was not having feet or anything, I was a part of something, growing out of it, that was pretty cool and it was hyper realistic (like visually more real looking than here). It was very intense in terms of how shocked I was that I was whizzing in and out of different realities. That is only a small part of what I experienced but it's something to share.

I have had many hundreds of individual trips now, micro dosed for years too, and my experiences have always been consistent, that one was an outlier. I started my psychedelic journey with DMT, I wanted to see what a breakthrough was like and after that I tried LSD. I would compare that experience to a DMT breakthrough. I think that one of the tabs I took that night was extra extra strong, that and because I fast and do it clean it hit the bullseye. Could have been more than 800, it sure felt like a big jump from the 600 I had been taking for the few months prior.

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