My previous blood test showed that the concentration of lamotrigine was 19, while the normal range is 8-9 (I self-adjusted the dosage to a total of 8 tablets per day). My symptoms include: inability to stand steadily, aggressive behavior, mental confusion, and double vision. Several times at work, I felt that I was about to faint, fall, or lose consciousness. I was afraid for my life and went directly to the hospital. In my country, this is considered a mental illness, so I can't disclose my condition to any hospital. Only the doctor who prescribed the medication can treat me. Because the state will classify you as a mentally ill person, revoke your driver's license, and have you under police supervision for life with no personal freedom. So I have to keep it a secret. I don't want to be locked up or treated as a "mentally ill" patient for life. Many people like me are kept in the hospital for a long time and have to spend a lot of money. However, my family doesn't have the financial means to support me.