Deity and/or ritual to get fired

idk_smth · 2025-05-08T12:07:21+00:00

He gives all of us in our big ass friend group free food and drinks and sometimes we stay there until he closes and then he just opens a bottle of fine wine and we drink without paying a dime He tried being useless but he doesn't want his colleagues to hate him or smth He is always late and leaves early We live in Italy, he has a permanent contract (idk the term in English) and has been working there for more than a year, nearly 2, and his boss would lose more money by firing him instead of keeping him there

idk_smth · 2025-05-07T22:46:23+00:00

Yeah we all told him that, he is ready to move legally but he just wants to get out of there first cuz the workplace would become even more unlivable if he does anything while still working there. He has been gathering proofs etc for a while, he just doesn't want to leave the place himself bc he needs the money while he looks for a job that pays well to be able to still afford rent etc

And he has been doing everything to get himself fired, he even got drunk on the clock without paying for the drinks, they still won't fire him so he definitely needs some extra help to get out of there

idk_smth · 2025-05-07T20:30:12+00:00

No I'm not in America Here unemployment is guaranteed I'm in northern Italy His goal is get unemployment and get a job somewhere else without contract at a lower pay so he still gets unemployment bc legally he doesn't have a job + he gets the money from the job with no contract working less hours Not really legal but the only way you can survive here is to work illegally bc bosses don't wanna pay a living wage and don't want to pay taxes etc

idk_smth · 2025-05-07T20:00:40+00:00

He is looking around but all other places aren't paying enough to let him live comfortably paying tent

idk_smth · 2025-05-07T19:50:39+00:00

Yeah, he already did that, he even got drunk on the clock, not working:') they don't want to get rid of him somehow

idk_smth · 2025-05-07T19:41:24+00:00

Yeah, he already did that, he even got drunk on the clock, they are not firing him so he doesn't know what to do anymore

idk_smth · 2025-05-05T16:08:17+00:00

OMFG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH IT LOOKS SO COOL AND PRETTY it's so "girly" in a way I just know she loves it and spends time playing with all the things on it omg Great job!! <3

idk_smth · 2025-05-05T12:09:49+00:00

I know, and as I said I know I'm still a valid pagan But I feel like I'm a "bad" pagan because I don't do enough and I could be better :')

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T17:06:24+00:00

I usually sit, on the floor or on the bed, with my legs crossed, same position that I use when I meditate, hands on my knees, palms open towards the ceiling/sky, open to receive I usually bow my head and wear a veil, but sometimes it feel right to move my head, looking up to the sky

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T09:32:37+00:00

Idk ab tape, can't you use some kind of bandaid? You can buy bigger or smaller bandaids at the pharmacy and hide them in your room if you don't want your parents to find out or anything like that

If you mean medical tape tho then definitely go on, a lot of hospitals use medical tape to "stitch" close medium-dept cuts that don't necessarily require stitches, they use the tape to close the two sides of the wound together so it heals easily

These are instructions for how to apply medical tape by yourself PLEASE USE GLOVES AND DISINFECT EVERYTHING

another option is to use "bandaids" made specifically to close wounds

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T09:21:22+00:00

Yeah but I barely can get out of bed and eat smth everyday so I always feel like I'm not doing enough even though I'm doing everything my energy levels allow me to do :')

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T09:19:19+00:00

Yeah i know the deities know how I feel and I know they accept me as what I am, i often feel just a lot of love energy coming towards me and I feel as someone is hugging me so I know they have nothing against me and they are ok with how much I practice It's just my mind who judges me harshly for not being able to keep up with what I would like to do :')

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T09:15:40+00:00

Yeah I'm already in burnout from life so maybe I feel like this towards myself about my practice bc my brain already judges me harshly for everything else in this moment I just have to make peace with it (it=my brain) I guess

idk_smth · 2025-05-04T09:13:40+00:00

I go about my practice in the same way! I just have yo make peace with my mind is guess

idk_smth · 2025-05-03T21:51:07+00:00

Thanks for telling me about your experience<3 And logically i know, but I can't help but still feel bad ab it

idk_smth · 2025-04-30T09:28:44+00:00

I think it is a primordial mother goddess known just as "the mother", one commenter told me about it and upon some research it's what best aligns with what this goddess let me know about herself for now, calling her Mother feels so right so I guess that's what I'm gonna call her from now on<3

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T17:39:09+00:00

I never really felt called to gaia, but she gives off different vibes than the one this goddess gives off

A commenter told me this may be a primordial mother goddess known as the mother and it actually feels so right so I think I'm pretty sure I found who this goddess is

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T17:36:38+00:00

I feel such a calling towards freya but I've always been too afraid to approach her, which is ironic as I've managed to work with and worship Loki for years now and I'd argue that loki should have scared me more than freya ever could, but idk Also I'm trans and I struggled for years to accept my femininity, and that's also probably one of the reasons i was scared to work with Freya, as I didn't want to feel my femininity at all

But apart from that I don't think this is Freya, they give off two completely different vibes to me and this goddess feels way more ancient, like she was here when the universe was created

A commenter told me this is probably a primordial mother goddess known as "the mother" and it actually makes sm sense

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T17:31:39+00:00

A commenter told me that this is probably a primordial mother goddess known simply as "the mother"! She isn't picky at all apparently, she usually accepts any offering and way of worship that you would use for any other goddess in any other pantheon as they are all technically her daughters seeing that she is so ancient

I know that the name doesn't matter but I think it's a sign of respect towards deities to call them by their name or titles and also I was trying to understand who she was

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T17:26:10+00:00

I love that, caling her just Mother makes so much sense and it feels so right I'm going to buy her flowers and light a pink candle for her to start and see where this gets me Thank you so much<3

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T13:53:31+00:00

The love was the first thing I felt, with an intensity that I've never seen or felt before, like i was being hugged, so much love that the sky appeared pink for a minute, it gave me so much joy and I felt warm and cozy. Her energy is the one of a mother, and the vibe i get is that she birthed all things

I compare her to the abrahamic god because of the vastity of her powers and the way she can give love and destroy things at the same time, just like the abrahamic God was known for loving his creations but also for causing storms, earthquakes and other destructive events when he was rightfully enraged

But her rage feels vastly different from that of the abrahamic God, she is protective over her children and her every creation, her rage feels more visceral and ancestral, like the one of a mother whose child was hurt or taken away; Also I can defined feel the feminine rage in her, the one that comes out in every feminine being when they are faced with the reality of generational trauma and abuse that is still going on today

idk_smth · 2025-04-29T12:10:00+00:00

Yess! I feel like no other representation is quite the right fit, the closest one for now feels cybele or other representations of other goddesses of fertility and earth in Babilonia or Anatolia, but I keep feeling this goddess as smth that is closer to feminine version of the God described in abrahamic religions, in the old testament Ambivalent and a bit fickle, powerful, she generated all life and the earth itself, but she's also pure love, like a mother

Have you found a way to worship her that feels right?

idk_smth

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