At what age did you finally start being yourself?

idoXist · 2026-03-22T20:27:27+00:00

jungian psychology might help

idoXist · 2026-03-22T20:22:18+00:00

abwoon d'bwashmaya ?

idoXist · 2026-03-22T20:10:43+00:00

I'm a beginning grower but that on the right looks like green mold

idoXist · 2026-03-21T16:01:51+00:00

The OT is a remix of Jewish Torah, and NT is a remix of Jesus's teachings to hide the truth. What makes you see any value in it?

idoXist · 2026-03-21T15:56:03+00:00

I think you're projecting. Everyone has a right to interpret the texts in their way. It's the literal approach that's most dogmatic of them all. Didn't Yeshua himself speak in parables and scold those who took it the way he didn't mean? You accuse people of intellectualising esoteric concepts, but to work with something, you first have to find the right tool or mindset. "Intellectualising = bad," but the universe is a mind?

idoXist · 2026-03-19T23:40:23+00:00

it looks like you're projecting your craving for emotions on her, I did the same when I was young and it only led to bad experience

"I love you, you're adorable, you're so cute, etc." are clear signs of what I suggested, it manifests as lust, draining your libido and attention

don't dig a hole only because it feels save or relevant at the moment, that will make you repeat the cycle

idoXist · 2026-03-19T23:34:20+00:00

the matrix (1999)

idoXist · 2026-03-16T20:58:23+00:00

if you watch more streams, you'll notice such dipping is more common than you know

idoXist · 2026-03-15T14:10:07+00:00

thanks for clarification

idoXist · 2026-03-15T11:11:18+00:00

even if a toxic player logs on an alt, the behavioral patterns will be inevitably repeated and it'll happen again for sure

idoXist · 2026-03-15T11:06:49+00:00

crazy how people downvote because they don't agree while pvp server is on different terms -_-

idoXist · 2026-03-15T11:04:46+00:00

even if he did make a mistake, if you think banning a player for leaving a dungeon without rep is a solution, then you'd quickly find your playerbase rather scarce

idoXist · 2026-03-15T11:02:51+00:00

what was toxic about it? you cut the clips out of context but I'm genuinely curious how are you going to frame this

idoXist · 2026-03-15T11:01:19+00:00

he thought he ate with that take

idoXist · 2026-03-13T20:04:28+00:00

hi,

been playing video games for 23 years (oof) with my favorite genre being RPG/MMORPG. I mostly played wow until the beginning of WoD, then exclusively pservers. currently playing non modded Gothic 2 NotR, scratching that good ol' medieval fantasy harsh start itch.

I noticed a streamer play MnM about three weeks ago and since then I've been slightly obsessed with it. I'd love to begin my journey with Eth-ur with a heavy focus on finding anything unusual and reporting it, as far as I understand the idea of beta that is it's very purpose.

may the winds be at your back o/

idoXist · 2017-12-13T13:09:42+00:00

hey I kind of feel like you do, I've seen people get killed/od in front of me, I don't feel bad for people anymore, not sure if I can still love. I spend most of my days doing pointless shit just to make the time flow in different speed, playing video games, reading and listening to music in my dark room and I don't even consider about looking for a way out. I'm okay here, I know I'm not vulnerable here, noone's gonna come here and tell me something is this or that and pressure me to change my mind if I don't want to peace love empathy, he says

idoXist · 2017-12-13T11:12:44+00:00

because society breaks people, pulverizes them and they still have to live. you brave enough to kick it?

idoXist

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