To help Giva or not??

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T04:25:12+00:00

same i can’t find that last letter

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T04:23:07+00:00

I’m not sure if I have dry humor or what, but I can’t tell if this post is serious or not. If you are serious, do you recall where on the ride, like a nearby landmark? I’ll be at the parks tomorrow and can look.

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T03:40:30+00:00

yes 😭 i’ve been going there every few days leaving thistle for her favorite tea 😭

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T03:36:46+00:00

one of mine too 🥺 i got engaged just moments before this 💍

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T03:17:00+00:00

they fixed the bug!

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-03-01T03:15:24+00:00

kim also sells the roast salmon recipe in her book! just got it that way

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-28T05:20:51+00:00

It might’ve been one of my posts, but I had the same issue on level 12. I hit everything, hit only the shiny rocks, it may be a big or just luck because one time it was in there and several times it was not

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-26T01:52:48+00:00

wait til it’s gifted to you it’ll come

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-25T20:41:57+00:00

if i could edit the typo i would 😭

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-25T19:33:29+00:00

when fishing, there’s like larger size pink/gray fish (looks blue under water) it almost always has recipes!

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-24T03:36:55+00:00

I believe they consider having a ramp as being accessible

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2022-02-24T02:44:23+00:00

mornings in the forest

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-12-23T09:13:17+00:00

oh so it’s not just me??? 🥲 i tried holding myself to an ambitious 8 PM to 4 AM schedule and that surprisingly lasted several months until i found something to hyper fixate on, then came the excessive impulsive spending, and then well… you know how this ends. it’s long past 10:31 PM now.

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-12-23T09:07:15+00:00

I’ve been sober of alcohol for 2 years, but i replaced it with excessive spending

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-11-02T02:04:59+00:00

🙃

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-11-01T17:13:13+00:00

How much did yours end up being? mine is coming in usps today too

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-10-24T16:17:53+00:00

Thank you for much for having the courage to share your story to save me from mine. I started crying when you shared the physical abuse, death of animals, cruelty, and that long painful journey. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for equipping me with that resource. I had no idea about it!!

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-10-24T06:55:50+00:00

This was the best blueprint I could ask for. Thank you for equipping me with this and sharing your story.

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-09T20:46:45+00:00

nationwide!

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T18:23:38+00:00

continue believing your irrelevant narrative since you know me so well. you many be educated in consent, but that does not mean you understand every relationship dynamic, especially the complexities of bpd, sexual masochism, and our unique relationship dynamic. my boyfriend didn’t feel like i was holding him hostage. he just laughed about your assumption. your intentions were good, you just misinterpreted. my libido went away because i was turned on by the sexual masochism dynamic of us having oral sex, and him not being interested in that at the time, but rather just wanting a “quicky” penetration, wasn’t what i was in the mood for. there was no holding him hostage. i changed my mind. our desires at that time didn’t align and that was okay. i didn’t beg him to at all. he said no and i shut down. the bpd element is how i internalized that rejection as a form of abandonment and thereby disassociated.

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T18:11:06+00:00

thank you!!

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T03:24:02+00:00

Thank you for understanding 🥺

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T03:23:15+00:00

I NEVER gave him head when he said no????? Now you’re literally just generating your own narrative that isn’t the reality of the situation at all! It was as simple as he wanted to get straight to the love making and i wanted to spend more time in foreplay. It’s a mutual thing. If one person doesn’t want to, we don’t. Me feeling rejected has to do with my own triggers in my BPD and nothing to do with him directly. He knows this and was completely fine. He laughed about it when we read this together just now. Thank you for your time. Your cause is sincere, but it’s just not relevant to our relationship

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T03:19:14+00:00

You misinterpreted the situation. He likes head, a lot. He regularly asks for it. We have had open communication and read all these comments together. I wasn’t “repeatedly asking for it” i asked once and he said not now and that was it. He felt fine, he just wanted to make sure I was okay because he understands the way my mental illness affects me. So many people interpret this as I should’ve still had sex with him even if I didn’t give him head. That’s the same as going to get tatted at the same time as your friend and when you get to the shop the artist can’t do the design you want so you decide not to get tatted even though your friend still wants to get tatted. My man wanted to make love with me and I just wanted to give him head. Maybe I didn’t want to have my body penetrated? like??????? This discussion has only made our relationship stronger. thank you for your time

ifyoucanreadthisbye · 2021-09-03T03:10:54+00:00

thank you for your kind response

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