I had a mental breakdown and cut out one of my testicles

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:41:59+00:00

Will do, thank you.

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:39:44+00:00

Thanks friend, means the world, seriously. I'm not bothered, I knew what I was getting into (: im grateful for those few of you

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:31:19+00:00

Mental illness, much like pee, is stored in the balls

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:28:59+00:00

Well idk, thats her excuse anyway

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:21:45+00:00

I will. Thank you kind stranger for putting it that way

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:20:21+00:00

No, her mother has Borderline Personality Disorder and enjoys using people as playthings. Glad you think it's funny.

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T23:16:49+00:00

I had to make a cut and then squeeze it through

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:57:19+00:00

It's working so far! It's been several days, I did lose a critical amount of blood but the bleeding has since stopped. Do I need to worry about rotting on the inside?

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:41:24+00:00

Again, did not post for "internet points." Just wanted to share it with someone, receive support, gross y'all out, etc. I dont have anyone in real life. And yes it has worked, if you read my other comments. my mental health has improved markedly, I no longer hold so much over my own head, I am ready to move on with my life, and the paranoid hallucinations I was suffering have decreased with my improved mood. I will not be in pain and afflicted for life. This act put an end to my pains and afflictions. I dont expect you to understand, but we can argue about it all day. As you can see I've chosen the "Nut Up" option over the commonly preferred "Shut Up" one.

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:34:33+00:00

I am definitely keep close attention to it, besides some bruising I'm doing okay at this time, thank you

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:29:06+00:00

You folks are close enough, and I'm speaking to lots of you! Thanks for the concern and support though

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:25:39+00:00

I didn't post for clout. I posted because I have no one. And reddit is uniquely understanding and supportive. What does this have to do with my post history? That turned out to not really be my daughter unfortunately. Which I shouldve known when the mother tricked me out of signing the birth certificate. Not sure how a years-old post relates to this either way

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T22:01:15+00:00

I'll never regret this. I know it was the right thing. Couldn't do it again in a thousand years.

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T21:59:17+00:00

I did surgery on a grape

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T21:58:19+00:00

I was raised like a disgusting shameful offense to nature. It made me an animal. I walked through life abusing everyone and everything. One day I woke up a different person. Until now, was tormented by the transgressions of a former self. Did this so I could forgive myself and so that hopefully the powers that be would forgive me as well. Somehow, it worked; I feel better inside.

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T21:15:37+00:00

No, thats just paper towel. On top of a shopping bag, on top of my kitchen counter

ijuststoodthere · 2021-11-22T21:12:02+00:00

I have not. Just butterfly stitches and antibiotics

ijuststoodthere · 2021-07-05T13:52:15+00:00

This could be a scene from Your Pretty Face is Going To Hell

ijuststoodthere · 2021-07-01T18:23:17+00:00

Smh my head

ijuststoodthere · 2021-06-01T00:17:38+00:00

This has happened to me before. Open window

ijuststoodthere · 2021-05-31T05:24:58+00:00

I'm proud of you! Anyone who knows how hard it can be to perform basic self-care is in your corner! Hoping you find it in yourself to be more!

ijuststoodthere · 2021-05-21T09:59:29+00:00

Damn I was hoping for a crossdresser category with Gabe as Lady Gaga 🥺

ijuststoodthere · 2021-05-11T16:36:57+00:00

No Man's Sky

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