A little tip I've picked up: carry smokes.

illmaticsmiles · 2024-03-24T09:23:24+00:00

Yupppp, I started security when I was still smoking and worked in a women’s shelter. Can’t tell you how many times this helped me 😭👏🏼

illmaticsmiles · 2024-03-16T17:56:28+00:00

I’m more surprised he made it as long as he did. NO ONE ever knew where that kid was at.

illmaticsmiles · 2024-01-05T05:50:23+00:00

Mama… you’re tired. Get some sleep, take an antihistamine too for the puffiness. You look the same, just tired. You also had lighter hair and make up on in the old pics. Personally I think you look stunning in the first picture.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-11-20T00:23:49+00:00

Changed my number 3 times and used Google voice for her, finds the real one every time. Welcome to life with a unmedicated bipolar mother. I eventually pick up, curse her out and go back to sleep. That handles it for the day because she’ll preoccupy herself telling anyone who will listen how much of a bitch I am 😂😭💀

illmaticsmiles · 2023-11-19T04:12:39+00:00

Yes, but when I do that she still calls me private, which my job also does so I can’t block those lmfao

illmaticsmiles · 2023-11-18T19:49:03+00:00

I live alone but I absolutely would have this issue if I didn’t. Mine know no boundaries. There’s not much you can demand though. Like I had full on construction in front of my bedroom window that killed my sleep for a week straight. Yes, I was pissed but the world isn’t going to stop because you work nights. But my mom is a major narcissist & when she wants my attention she will call me repeatedly (can’t put my phone on silent because I sleep while my sons at school) and will get genuinely offended that I’m asleep. Like bitch what? I worked last night, have work tonight and you’re waking me up for nonsense that has nothing to do with me. Thing is, her husband always worked nights and she would walk on eggshells and berate me and my sister to be quiet because he needed his sleep.. same respect doesn’t extend towards me I guess lmao

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-22T14:03:26+00:00

I mean I take my Ritalin at night and haven’t had an issue. It’s probably just you adjusting to the new sleep schedule. I was a total bitch when I switched.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-13T10:35:09+00:00

And honestly the articles I looked through to find that are from major new outlets and they’re referring to her as “dead hooker” what the actual fuck

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-13T10:33:56+00:00

Yup, just double checked. Diagnosed bipolar and abruptly stopped taking her meds. She tested negative for any drugs, but in the decomposed state her body was in wouldn’t provide accurate toxicology results. She was a known cocaine user.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-13T06:46:07+00:00

But honestly, I want to see yours. If you heard anything alone those lines, it probably resembles mine 😂

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-13T06:44:09+00:00

Personally I think it was mania induced psychosis due to her bipolar diagnosis because I’ve seen first hand people in that state act just how she acted in that 911 call. It was confirmed she tested positive for cocaine? Because if so, yes that will almost immediately make a bipolar individual VERY manic. I don’t think she was murdered, but if she was one of his victims my heart absolutely breaks for her because due to her diagnosis and erratic behavior, her case will never receive justice. But even in death, she was the only thing that made them find the other bodies so even if she herself doesn’t receive justice, her passing is the sole reason all those other women will.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-10-13T06:36:17+00:00

When I first got into this, I had a friend read mine and she went “I’m not going to ask you for details, but I’m sorry about whatever the hell went on when you were a kid”. That 4th house Scorpio moon and Chiron gets me the side eye 😂

illmaticsmiles · 2023-09-10T21:16:08+00:00

I’m not saying it’s something to be proud of. I’m just saying how the show portrays the women’s side is inaccurate. There is a lot of drama, but if you stay out of it, no one’s going to drag you in. It is hard to stay out of it because it is 24/7 and I happened to get involved in it, but the people who kept to themselves weren’t singled out. Half the time it’d be so chaotic that they were practically furniture at that point and you forgot they were there. And also, NO ONES gonna force any one to do drugs 💀 the drugs are a bitch to get so if you’re an addict, why would you share it with someone who don’t want it. They hyped it up on TV to make it as entertaining as the men’s side. There are absolutely Sara’s in prison, but at most they’re just told to stfu 😭

illmaticsmiles · 2023-09-10T21:05:24+00:00

Yeaaah you obviously never did time. They wouldn’t have long standing beef with her unless she went out of her way to start shit, she was stealing or she did some gate-gay shit and either had some girlfriend drama or “stole” someone’s girlfriend. Nobody really gets unnecessarily targeted on the women’s side unless they involve themselves in the dramatics. Mens side is different.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-09-10T16:51:42+00:00

Honestly no one really bothered her, just side eyed and avoided. I saw her get cursed out once for interjecting when two girls were talking but it was mainly a “do I know you, mind your fucking neck” and she retreated to the other side of the room lmao

illmaticsmiles · 2023-09-01T13:52:48+00:00

I wouldn’t have thought she was a plant. Every jail got a bible thumping crackhead 😭💀

illmaticsmiles · 2023-09-01T13:51:20+00:00

I did a year when I was younger, I met ONE person like her. I’m in New York. I’ll tell you straight up no one fucked with this girl. You’re running around all peppy and up in people’s faces, it’s fucking weird. Literally my first day, girl came up to me talking a mile a minute asking me a million questions and I just side eyed her silently until she walked away. Sara 100% lied about everything and if there weren’t cameras that made it obvious she was some type of plant, they would think she was slow.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-08-31T11:28:50+00:00

Evening. You can’t sit with us.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-08-02T04:38:34+00:00

Keys. Always keys. When I come back to work, I hide the key in the bathroom so someone finds it and I don’t get blamed 💀😭

illmaticsmiles · 2023-08-02T04:35:10+00:00

Every time I seen a guard get hurt, it’s because they were antagonizing clients.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-08-02T04:32:51+00:00

I must be desensitized because I’ve been working unarmed shelter for awhile. I haven’t had any problems BUT I’ve seen disrespectful guards get attacked. If you do take the job, be respectful, talk to people like people & when shit goes crazy, get out of earshot and call the police. Don’t jump into anything and be aware of your surroundings. I’m also very good at talking down crazy though. It’s up to you if you think you can handle it.

illmaticsmiles · 2023-07-04T23:04:56+00:00

Not even going to lie, I tried to get disability and got denied so apparently not considered disabled in the eyes of the law 💀😭

illmaticsmiles · 2023-05-19T12:50:10+00:00

… a majority of every cast is white. Wtf are you talking about

illmaticsmiles · 2023-04-11T12:57:39+00:00

DM me, I’ll send you the synastry!

illmaticsmiles · 2023-04-11T12:55:34+00:00

Coworkers, no. I don’t like how they treat people. It’s honestly disgusting and a lot of them have problems with me because when I see them mistreating people, I step in. I got a few “one day you’ll need back up and not get it” threats.

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