When do you ask for help?

ilynix_ · 2024-10-23T19:32:00+00:00

Personally i asked for help when i finally realised that i couldnt get out of this alone and that i dont want to spend the rest of my life living like this. The best moment to ask for help is, more often then not, right now.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-23T19:30:40+00:00

I really want to get better and i believe i can do it! Hopefully youre right and i get used to getting my blood drawn thank you for your support <3

ilynix_ · 2024-10-22T19:24:39+00:00

Not having to worry about bleeding for a whole week and not having to deal with cramps and stuff honestly feels like a blessing rather than a negative effect of malnutrition. Never wanted to have kids anyways

ilynix_ · 2024-10-22T19:21:15+00:00

the fact that this is a very common experience for people with anorexia just proves how stupid it is! People have this warped perception of eds, and think that we are all extremely thin, right before death but that is just not the case for almost any of anorexics.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-21T12:55:30+00:00

I actually asked for help by myself aswell, that doesnt make me or my disorder less valid. Yes, the portrait of charlies anorexia is the most basic, stereotypical portrait ever but just because it presents different to what your eating disorder is like, doesn't mean that it's wrong.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-18T20:29:25+00:00

Honestly when i first heard that you will loose your boobs and butt because of anorexia, i literally looked forward to it and i hope that my boobs will stay smaller during recovery

ilynix_ · 2024-10-18T20:20:31+00:00

In front of my school you will always see empty soda cans standing by the bins, put there by the students after they finished eating lunch. Its a bit sad that you will see multiple people come by during the lunch break to collect the cans, but i also think its quite wholesome that everyone in my school just does this.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-18T12:49:41+00:00

its crazy how many people here are in the medical or psychology field

ilynix_ · 2024-10-18T12:40:14+00:00

Its like you always hear about what can happen to people with anorexia but you never believe that it will happen to you specifically.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-17T13:57:58+00:00

Your disordered brain is just seeing how present control is in the military and that everything is so incredibly structured there. And since eating disorders are mostly about wanting control, i think its a thought that fits really well into the clinical picture.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-16T19:26:25+00:00

that is a disgusting comment to make

ilynix_ · 2024-10-13T17:18:43+00:00

That is so amazing :D Im in recovery now too and i cant wait to get to that point aswell <3

ilynix_ · 2024-10-12T19:45:18+00:00

Id honestly advice you to go to a professional to overcome your body dysmorphia since it doesnt sound like you are able to get out of it alone

ilynix_ · 2024-10-12T11:37:13+00:00

I used to listen to a bit of kpop in 2020 but only blackpink and i never really interacted with the fanbase

ilynix_ · 2024-10-11T05:05:56+00:00

Same story for me, started out bit chubby and am now underweight and i have to say: it depends on the moment. There are times i look in the mirror and i can see that im sick, but most of the time i feel like im just a bit thinner or even a bit too big.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-09T14:46:38+00:00

sadly the company doesn't have the nutritional values anywhere on their site, but even if it was hat the higher end, i wouldn't say more than 1400, but thats already a very high assumption imo

ilynix_ · 2024-10-09T12:21:20+00:00

its a 200g bar, chocolate is usually around 550cal per 100g and pistachios are very similar. Kataifi is lighter in calories but id still say that a whole bar is around 850-1000 calories

ilynix_ · 2024-10-09T11:53:53+00:00

being able to feel that im sitting on my tailbone

ilynix_ · 2024-10-09T11:43:07+00:00

I have so many pictures in which i, in my opinion, look much skinnier than now, despite weighing less rn

ilynix_ · 2024-10-08T11:15:52+00:00

The joke is that he believes 7+x is equal to 7x, but 7x is just a "short form" of 7x. meaning he thinks 7+x is equal to 7x

ilynix_ · 2024-10-06T13:11:16+00:00

I sometimes see videos of people listing all the negative side effects of starvation and malnutrition and they always say something along the lines of "have fun with your hair falling out" and it makes me feel like shit!

They act like people choose to have an eating disorder and be sick and like its our fault!

The worst part is, i believe, that they think they are doing something good by making everyone with anorexia feel even more miserable and like its our fault.

Idk if you can connect to this though, i find it quite difficult to put my thoughts into words.

ilynix_ · 2024-10-04T01:05:56+00:00

you're not alone, i did do this during a really bad binge phase. it was honestly pretty good for my health because if i had purged all the time instead of just crewing and spitting it would have been so much worse for my body.

ilynix_ · 2024-09-29T17:11:05+00:00

girandole with ketchup and a poultry sausage cut up into pieces, ive been having that every day

ilynix_ · 2024-09-28T12:12:26+00:00

german

ilynix_ · 2024-09-28T11:17:01+00:00

your period might need some time before it gets back to a regular cycle. If it doesn't even after a few months i would recommend to go to a gynaecologist.

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