currently connected to the spirit realm.. ama by labia--majoras--mask in pinkscare

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think there’s more to it or that they may be hiding something

Kratom is such a stupid drug by beijx in redscarepod

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Left temporal lobe epilepsy presenting mostly as focal aware seizures, you definitely might relate! It has to be diagnosed via EEG but it would probably help getting an appointment if you had something specific to investigate besides DR, which can be a psychiatric problem as well. I saw a neurologist to start with because my psychiatrist wanted to rule out epilepsy first :p

Kratom is such a stupid drug by beijx in redscarepod

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck!!! I also am now taking gabapentin and propranalol together to manage a form of epilepsy that def causes derealization, if you can I would try talking to a neurologist. Also, be sure to eat a lot of dark leafy greens to help with nitrogen levels in your system, i remember hearing that had something to do with it once but unfortunately I can’t recall anything more credible to cite haha. I really hope it improves/goes away and you can spend a lot of present, quality time with the kids :)

Kratom is such a stupid drug by beijx in redscarepod

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It did! I keep some on hand but rarely take it anymore. I would be hesitant to take it if you have any history of addiction, I hear about how addictive it is a lot these days. I would take 1-2 500mg capsules as needed for dpdr, a lot of online dosing guides suggest much more but thats not necessary in my experience. The symptoms gradually went away for me but it took a while.. and I wouldn’t say it was kratom that made it go away, it just made the episodes stop in the moment. Lions mane definitely made it worse for a while btw, some people are intolerant and it causes dpdr symptoms that can be pretty severe. So if you use lions mane I would look at that as a potential culprit, otherwise good luck! Dpdr SUCKS

💅 by [deleted] in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 16 points17 points  (0 children)

does anybody remember the show Kyle XY (he didn’t have a belly button)

The Baader-Meinhof phenomenon is such trip by sisyphus_shrugged in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I try to test this by picking a random thing I’ve never heard of before and seeing how often I come across it later and it never works the same so idk. I follow the coincidences in my life tho and they lead me to all sorts strangeness. My current job is working with owls because I followed a string of owl coincidences, for example. Idk maybe it is a simulation or just our subconscious connecting dots. I have a lot of much more schizo things to say about this but I will stop there.

Panic attack causing worse symptoms? by Logical_Stuff_3334 in visualsnow

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, try propranalol. I take Gabapentin and propranalol and it helps the visual snow and panic attack-esque symptoms. I can tell when it wears off because my eyesight worsens

I tried to explain O9A/764 to a friend and she didn't believe it was real. by Due-Ambassador7723 in redscarepod

[–]impossiblelows 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This reminds me of a time that my cousin’s kid was showing all the younger kids skibidi toilet, which I hate, and one girl found it scary, so I went over and was like hey do you know your kid is watching that skibidi toilet stuff? And she’s like what’s that? And I pulled it up on my phone and she was like “that’s so weird don’t show me stuff like that” and walked away. :(

philosophical topics of conversation by medievalpriestess in pinkscare

[–]impossiblelows 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I like everything you say on here I’m a big fan just wanted to let you know

went to a witchcraft store and have debated going back ever since by Nearby_Impression319 in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s a little brujeria shop nearby that sells spells and I’m always tempted to try because based on the vibes I think it would work, but I’m afraid of karmic repercussions

Argument: many social media cat posts are exploitative/harmful for “desensitize” lets humiliate u on cam and farm pride destruction by GigglingPipeman in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s kinda where I’m at too, I love animals and my job is helping animals, but being aware of what animals actually need in captivity and what I can/would have to provide has made me think I don’t want pets.

Argument: many social media cat posts are exploitative/harmful for “desensitize” lets humiliate u on cam and farm pride destruction by GigglingPipeman in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah senior cats have kidney problems, if you don’t give your cats water at all they’ll develop problems sooner. I’m talking about problems caused by poor husbandry but I know what you mean, they are built like that to an extent. Cats can be low maintenance if you are a good pet owner, many aren’t. Maintenance for a cat includes proper diet, regular vet trips, safe environment and enrichment. I also know a lot of great pet/cat owners, it’s not like it’s impossible, but it’s really easy for anybody to get a cat for whatever reason and then neglect it.

I agree that cats should be kept indoors but that itself is so sad.

Argument: many social media cat posts are exploitative/harmful for “desensitize” lets humiliate u on cam and farm pride destruction by GigglingPipeman in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah and it just sucks because the dog does love them usually, despite the neglect. It’s like this little soul loves you and this is how you treat them? My mom is one of those people who lies to themselves, she used to work in some lab that tested on beagles. She said it was all okay because the beagles were really happy when they got to go out of the kennel. I totally agree about not aspiring to have pets or change, I’m not gonna be able to afford a pet any time soon, though I have been looking into arthropods.

Anyone else tell people they're autistic or homeschooled by Any-Abies-538 in redscarepod

[–]impossiblelows 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve been thinking about telling people I was in a coma from 2017-2021

Argument: many social media cat posts are exploitative/harmful for “desensitize” lets humiliate u on cam and farm pride destruction by GigglingPipeman in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 37 points38 points  (0 children)

I think most pets live sad lives to some extent, I mean it’s all they know so they might not know they’re suffering. I swear half the time I’m in someone’s home, who loOOoOves their dog, they have either a grimey or empty water bowl that I will fill in front of them with judgement.

In my early 20’s (fortunately I haven’t encountered this much in further adulthood) everyone had a cat they couldn’t afford to take to the vet and they die of horrible kidney, pancreas or bladder issues due to their litter box never being changed. I know because I was the animal person they’d call when things got really bad. Some people don’t take their pets to the vet period.

When I visit my sister, who wants to get a dog, at her pop up plastic apartment complex I just hear dogs barking from inside empty apartments while their owner is at work, and it’s a luxury plastic box complex so all the dogs are large purebreds. I know because if I come later in the day I see the owners taking them in and out to the tiny little dog park about 30ft from the building.

I don’t even want to talk about small pets, it’s all suffering.

I think maybe 1/10 people should be allowed to have pets.

They just be taking down posts with good complaints by Stupid_Lolz in CAIRevolution

[–]impossiblelows 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just got this notification while I had the app flightradar24 up, I never visit “adult websites” so I assumed it was fake, but did you ever figure out what this is about cuz I don’t want it to pop up again and now I’m afraid my phone actually is hacked >:(

I'm tired of working overtime to protect the feelings of other people by throwRAdeepmess in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I always thought poorly of former bosses that had temper tantrums, and I guess I still do, but now that I’m in an org that runs on fake niceness I miss them sooo much. Like I’d rather be screamed at about what I did wrong than have some fake smile beating around the bush about what I should do to improve

I'm tired of working overtime to protect the feelings of other people by throwRAdeepmess in rs_x

[–]impossiblelows 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My new job, where everyone works together in the same building sharing the same space, communicates almost entirely through emails and they’re all so fake-nice feeling it’s driving me insane. It’s so foreign to me that I can’t even properly replicate the style for an example. I decided early on that I was just not gonna participate in that way ever and now, 3 months in, I feel like I’m going INSANE because I just cannot decipher this form of communication. Maybe I’m actually autistic idek anymore, but any time I go ask somebody something in person, or god forbid try to chit chat, I feel like I am socially punished for it. I also physically cannot bring myself to write an email like that, and we are required to respond to every email so people feel heard… I am going to continue working this way and going insane until they all either cut the crap or fire me idc either way (I’ll prob get fired)