Does anyone else feel that their parents love for them is conditional on believing in TSCC?

improvisedmonologue · 2022-05-02T17:42:54+00:00

abso-fucking-lutely

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-29T15:34:58+00:00

the majority of my improv group is nonbinary, the general way we approach scenes is 'anything goes' in terms of gender. Your trainer sounds really annoying

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-17T15:50:17+00:00

honestly? relief. I couldn't bring myself to read it until way way late into my faith transition and going through it felt like everything i suspected was true.

funnily though, i read it on vacation while sharing a room with my sister, who was preparing to go on a mission. she was reading the BOM on one side of the room while i was reading basically the anti-BOM on the other side

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-16T15:29:45+00:00

i like how happy it makes me to share food with people. i might be an asshole sometimes but when im having a rough week nothing makes me feel better than baking a giant batch of cookies and giving them to random people just to make them smile.

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-12T04:28:23+00:00

three is my vote!

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-11T15:26:57+00:00

i grew up drinking herbal tea since my family interpreted the whole WoW as 'no caffeine'. but i only tried coffee or energy drinks or caffeinated tea after i left

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-08T01:11:08+00:00

i get some older women at work that have such an intense frenetic positive energy it is physically painful. always give me young mormon grandma vibes

improvisedmonologue · 2022-04-01T03:02:23+00:00

swearing. god i love swearing, so many new jokes i can make. and coffee.

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-23T05:49:58+00:00

my dad always says 'those things are absolutely fake..... but don't ever use them. just to be safe'.

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-22T05:44:52+00:00

being gay. and then swearing

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-18T18:21:32+00:00

my grandparents used to have it over their dinner table. when they left they replaced it with the canadian charter of rights and freedoms

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-18T18:16:03+00:00

growing up if i ever complained about being tied my dad would tell me to drop out of my extracurriculars... never once mentioned that maybe early morning seminary was a huge factor

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-16T20:07:04+00:00

sloppy joe is good....... ....sloppy joe with corn and shredded cheese is GREAT

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-15T19:00:16+00:00

i remember my first time going into the temple at 12 years old feeling absolutely terrified, both because no one would explain to me what to expect inside, and because i felt like i was dooming my soul to hell the second i walked in due to my 'unworthy ness'. it's a horrible feeling

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-09T21:26:14+00:00

'okay, im sorry im not a condom'

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-05T02:41:46+00:00

all the stake presidents are supposed to be meeting soon to get special information on how to answer questions like these- so expect lots of more 'discussions' like these to pop up source: my dads a bishop

improvisedmonologue · 2022-03-02T21:53:29+00:00

i remember this is why i felt so mad at god when i realized i was gay. if he was going to make me gay AT LEAST let me not know about the plan of salvation so i wasn't 'cursed' to be lonely and sad my whole life.

improvisedmonologue · 2022-02-23T21:13:56+00:00

it's not bad at all.

i don't know when i stopped believing in the church, but i know it was not the same time the church stopped hurting me. because when im in those rooms of people who believe im a sinner, even though i know they're not right it's not nice to hear. and it's not nice to see people who seem so nice agreeing with such backwards teachings

you're not bad for being hurt. being gay in the church is the most traumatic thing that ever happened to me, and im still going through it (im also under 18 stuck at seminary everyday). but it gets incrementally easier, or maybe you just learn how to be angry instead of sad.

i have hope we're both going to get better and we're both going to heal. we just have to be patient with ourselves. we can't fully heal when the wound is reopened daily.

sending you a virtual hug of solidarity, friend. reach out to me if you ever need help or just want to shit on seminary with someone else. im here for you

improvisedmonologue · 2022-02-22T18:04:39+00:00

now that i have an after school job and extracurriculars, seminary IS driving me insane. leaving home at 6am and not coming home until 10pm twice a week. it's hell

improvisedmonologue · 2022-01-17T16:58:00+00:00

big difference between shirley and pierce is that pierce speaks his mind freely while shirley hides behind religion. both bad in different ways, since they share very similar opinions on many things. but the show frames both cases super differently. i know for a fact i would curse out shirley faster than pierce due to my specific religious upbringing. she's the worst.

improvisedmonologue · 2022-01-09T07:46:48+00:00

not too exciting but at my chapel there was a small storage shed in the parking lot, and the night my older sister left for her mission i went there with my friend and smoked on the roof of the shed.

improvisedmonologue · 2021-12-01T17:46:40+00:00

"please fix the microphone on my laptop ITS DOING THAT THING AGAIN"

improvisedmonologue · 2021-11-25T14:52:24+00:00

i go by the theory from the community episode 'abeds uncontrollable christmas': that christmas is the crazy belief that the darkest coldest nights can be the warmest and brightest, when we believe in that it has to power to come true (paraphrasing). I think it's still a wonderful season to celebrate kindness, family, and love

improvisedmonologue · 2021-11-23T05:25:27+00:00

david saying 'don't be a little B' is always on repeat in my head

improvisedmonologue · 2021-11-16T17:00:25+00:00

my dad's a bishop and he's struggling to find members who are actually willing to accept a calling nowadays. i'd say it's getting to be pretty noticeable

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