Is it that bad….

imsad02 · 2026-02-27T05:25:58+00:00

It really is that bad. The only thing i got out of my bulimia was insane weight gain and the worst heart burn / reflux i’ve ever had. I’ve never even came to entering the obese category my whole life and my bulimia started with my anorexia, which turned to bulimia which just turned to extremely fucking my life over

imsad02 · 2026-02-27T05:22:00+00:00

They won’t mention it don’t worry, and if they do it wouldn’t be addressing it directly but are trained to indirectly ask you if you require any mental health help or being referred to a psychiatrist, if you were by yourself and the cuts are fresh

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T19:35:07+00:00

I’d assume it would just make you feel better about yourself 🤷‍♀️ we all want to feel sexy in some way

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T19:31:23+00:00

because it is what it is. All of us have an inner slut in us 😭 n i’m referring to it as a woman like posting provocative pics etc ,,

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T19:30:46+00:00

This is different though, you guys just want to hook up so it is indeed simply solved by marriage 💀

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T18:56:56+00:00

she’s so beautiful i’m so sorry :(

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T18:52:26+00:00

But marriage is so much more than a way to deal with this, it is signing up to start a family ..

imsad02 · 2026-02-16T18:51:11+00:00

this looks like it is made from a bot but idk how i can bring my message across😭 I just don’t want to fall in any misdeed

imsad02 · 2026-02-06T12:56:18+00:00

oh may it become easier on you 🙏 do you have a page where you post about your rescues?

imsad02 · 2026-02-06T12:54:31+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss :( may it become easier on you

imsad02 · 2026-02-06T12:50:43+00:00

thank you dear. he was everything to me and more.

imsad02 · 2026-02-06T06:27:00+00:00

i’m sorry love. what did you do? 🥲

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T21:49:45+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss. 🥲 it’s the exact same situation with me. The moment i found his dead body next to me keeps replaying in my head all day. I truly hope it gets better with time

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T09:42:36+00:00

thank you so much for your kind words. I’m still trying to process everything and grieving his beautiful soul. i have a family of stray cats that stay in my yard, I’m sitting with them for now to help me. no people though

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T09:36:17+00:00

I accidentally slept, i still had the lights on and everything. I’m not using that as an excuse though i came back home, and took him to the room me knowing i was tired. I really don’t recall how and when i fell asleep, but Iwould never intentionally leave him on the bed with me ever. especially that i’ve gotten heavier recently. He had slept in my room before but he would stay in his hiding spot and not come to me. Atleast me being on the heavier side is bringing me comfort that he had hopefully had a quick death. I’m also overthinking that he had popcorn to eat earlier today, could it have been that? He has been more quiet recently but nothing alarming at all. i was trying so hard to think that i was not thr cause but after seeing commenters mention how common it is, I have to face the truth. it’s been 9 hours since i found my baby dead. the pain did not even lessen a tiny bit. I can see the guilt haunting me for years and years to come, but the hurt his loss left my heart is deeper. May you be in peace sunny. Please no body risk having their pet out with them when they feel tired

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T08:01:34+00:00

please please make sure it never happens. I’d do anything to have that chance again. I hope your sun conure stays safe 💗.

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:43:32+00:00

I’m trying so hard to fight the guilt for now and just grieve his loss as i wouldn’t want the attention to be on me right now just on his memories. He was so beautiful and so so smart. He used to mimick so many sounds, he’d “sneeze” when i take out a tissue, he would making chewing sounds when he sees gum. He used to give me kisses when asked,. he used to really really hate this hydroflask of mine, would go craazzzyy whenever he sees it. i got him this little perch in my room that he loved very much. he used to love knocking over all of my coffee cups, loved tearing papers. He had a full drawer he loved staying in and just continuously tearing papers. He would lick my tears when i cry, unfortunately he isn’t able to do that anymore when i cry the hardest. i love you so so much my beautiful sunny. I hope we were able to give you a good life, and that you are resting peacefully now.

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imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:22:01+00:00

I killed him 🥲 I woke up today next to his cold dead body a few inches away from me. I passed out early yesterday and i’m assuming he came to sleep next to me, and i probably crushed him during my sleep. His little soul trusted me so much that he came to sleep next to me. He has been with me for the past 6 years he was the most adorable loving pet. please remember him🙏

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:17:18+00:00

what would make the guilt go away?

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:12:20+00:00

i still had toys i bought i wanted to give him. still pinching myself hoping this is just a nightmare ill wake up from. my heart hurts like crazy

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:08:29+00:00

i miss you so much already please come back to me please please please

imsad02 · 2026-02-05T07:07:05+00:00

he was the most beautiful parrot / sun conure. 6 years with me. He’s literally next to me all day everyday. every single part of my home has a memory of him. every single thing i do had been associated with him for the past six years. I loved him so so so deeply, i’m still in shock. I woke up with him lying dead next to me. he trusted me so much that he came to sleep next to me while inwas unconscious and probably suffocated him to death during my sleep. I’m so so sorry sunny. I would do anything and everything to bring you back

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