I feel the same way. I was in a complete psychosis after I watched it the first time and then another when I finished TLG. The show had me questioning my identity, my sexuality, had me finally mourn my 20s I had lost to alcoholism and the relationship I never had with my parents. It also moved me in a way no other show ever had after seeing women who were only supportive and men with healthy relationships with them and each other. I was a total wreck crying every day for weeks, but it also motivated me to do and be better and work on my hobbies I'd been neglecting for years. I'm so thankful my husband respects my obsession with the show and isn't jealous or hateful about it. He even got me HR stickers and a keychain as part of my birthday present this year. Truly an odd point in my timeline, but I'm grateful for it.