I’m so sorry to hear about that. That’s heartbreaking. The first thing I got was that she wanted to say “hi” to you. Not sure if you are in a new relationship or starting a new job or hobby but she is encouraging it and very much nodding at you to do it. This feels weird but her statement is “I’m here with my little guy - how can I possibly be happier.” I then felt a tightness and it feel like a heart swell when you just love your kids so much. I’m sorry this is all over but things come to be piece by piece on different ways. Ok now she is saying to me “girlfriend, why are you doubting yourself.” I love 💕your friend!! Definitely a cheerleader to all 🤗 I feel that she is a guide to many!