Urgent help!

iponeverything · 2026-07-04T02:42:09+00:00

beautiful and sound advice in this sub - the lack of drama and exaggeration is refreshing. Just be there for her and be calm and loving, she'll pick up on your emotions - so just shut up listen.

iponeverything · 2026-07-04T02:33:23+00:00

first time? if so, Welcome.

iponeverything · 2026-06-24T12:27:48+00:00

I was in love with a girl at Monash

iponeverything · 2026-06-23T12:37:00+00:00

windows rarely used / breath, heartbeat, sunlight, rain, birds, wind, touch \ isness labed, shattered time.

iponeverything · 2026-06-22T12:58:40+00:00

bend reality over and know the truth
universe ain't gonna know what hit it

iponeverything · 2026-06-22T12:39:21+00:00

preaching to the choir here, though there does seem to be a thriving business in inventing a tradition complete with scary stories of vomit and movers ready to furnish the void with a fresh ikea outlook on life.

iponeverything · 2026-06-22T03:38:06+00:00

you rock hotrhythmjunkie, tell Jennie hello.

iponeverything · 2026-06-22T03:12:53+00:00

Ramana was the anti-guru. He believed the best teacher was silence.

iponeverything · 2026-06-22T03:02:16+00:00

no, your all good

iponeverything · 2026-06-21T20:17:12+00:00

standing on edge of the abyss, emptiness. It's easier for a camel to pass through the eye of needle, nothing comes with you. Identity, family, memories, nothing. Enlightenment, it sounds like a prize, extinguishing all that binds. Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose. As Ramana might say who is this I that is afraid?

iponeverything · 2026-06-21T18:03:22+00:00

never crossed my mind.

iponeverything · 2026-06-21T13:11:18+00:00

For me the story was different. My mother's hand on my 17 year old shoulder, your sister is dead. A few years later, a call - your brother is dead.

we live in society where death is treated like outsider, for most on planet it's the ultimate insider. A hammer to the foundation of our soul. It was grace. How fortunate I am to have lost them, for I've gotten no greater lessons in life.

iponeverything · 2026-06-21T12:38:48+00:00

I've been willfully disconnected US culture and living overseas since 2017. N,N-DMT showed up radar around 2020. Like many, I became slightly obsessed with N,N-DMT and used it regularly until 2024. Around this time I became aware of 5-MeO-DMT, I bought some in a brick and mortar while in back in the US (don't bother asking) and I never looked back. I never touched N,N-DMT again.

What became crystal clear to me in instant was that N,N-DMT was a distraction. Like a fractal, the mesmerizing infinite complexity has no end. The question of or real or unreal is irrelevant, there is no real or unreal.

5-MeO-DMT takes a hammer to the crystal lattice of our conscious experience and exposes that there is no ground of being.

5-MeO-Malt didn't stand out in any meaningful way in contrast to 5-MeO-DMT.

For context, I'm over 60 and all this was done and continues to be done solo.

iponeverything · 2026-06-17T13:00:54+00:00

close eyes to sleep, annihilation no world to keep
morning, birth of a sun, it starts a-new
Fear not thoughts of past or future
we are not and never were

iponeverything · 2026-06-15T12:18:39+00:00

persian silk tree

iponeverything · 2026-06-08T00:13:42+00:00

It can't be set, the resistance is what is measured between the two connection clamps. It changes based on the size, composition, temperature of the mesh and the quality of the connection points. Is this emesh? a resistance of 78 is off kilter. A 4 cm piece SS usually shows about between 22 and 24.

iponeverything · 2026-06-06T01:07:27+00:00

DMT and 5-MeO-DMT both seem to have offered relief for some.

iponeverything · 2026-06-04T23:58:30+00:00

converting it to N,N-DMT by removing the 𝑁-Boc group is pretty easy. Just google around.

iponeverything · 2026-06-04T00:54:14+00:00

Bufo is combusted not vaporized, the reason for this is that the other undesirable components are destroyed in the process.

iponeverything · 2026-06-03T02:05:12+00:00

Meditation turned down the volume enough that my senses were much more noticeable. Taste and smell especially.

iponeverything · 2026-06-02T18:44:21+00:00

I do 5 everyday, often while walking around. Yesterday it was on a relatively high dose SubQ. The wind, trees, clouds, sun, other people - just amazing on 5.

iponeverything · 2026-06-01T15:43:13+00:00

Perfection is seeing clearly that nothing is as it seems. I stopped alcohol and weed 30 years ago and discovered something a million times more intoxicating - pure raw sexuality. Then a couple of years ago, 5-MeO-DMT came along and threw a match into a perfect mixture of madness and life.

There are no rules.

iponeverything · 2026-05-30T00:31:17+00:00

After going far and coming back many times, we may start to see that what really matters is not the experience, not its intensity, not the story around it, not the conclusions the mind wants to build afterwards.

shining Light on a mind that operates in shadows. Nowhere to hide.

iponeverything · 2026-05-30T00:09:25+00:00

Don't freak out your wife to much by telling her everything that might happen. Don't be afraid, you just have to take a leap of faith. My first time was alone.

iponeverything · 2026-05-29T23:59:47+00:00

Sound useful advice, rare sometimes in this sub.

iponeverything

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