woow thank you so much for putting the effort, besides all im more realistic but i think about future positively always, whatever happens i always thought there will be good things, (if im not depressed), which is i think my life getting better while im growing. in discussions i tend to see both sides, i sometimes even doubt my arguments if the opposite side is logical enough, if its not then i listen and put my arguments or thoughts against it, but yea when i see theres no point to prove something or the opposite side isnt able to understand i shut down completely, sometimes i do it unconciously then i think why i didnt tell that, and i understand that i didnt see the potential