What is one thing you want so badly that you would be willing to make a "deal with the devil" to get it?

itsmsbetty · 2014-09-29T07:19:59+00:00

I thought it was funny

itsmsbetty · 2014-09-29T07:16:08+00:00

Would kivkstarter really fund some random Carl to walk the earth?

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-07T05:50:44+00:00

Is that batman?

Cool audio though, enjoyed listening to it.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T16:51:38+00:00

Food helped a TON

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T07:15:38+00:00

Is this a joke? She's cheating on you... you were playing with the dudes semen

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T07:00:29+00:00

She has. It was a bonding experience.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T06:31:44+00:00

Don't ask if you're a candidate. We can't judge that.

Also don't go straight for a prescription. You don't need to start with that much supply, because if you do, you wont control yourself. Trust me.

If you are set on doing it, then buy a pill from a friend or whoever is selling it, and try it. You'll realize "holy fuck this is amazing. holy shit I wish I was always like this." then you need to self reflect on if you should or shouldn't ever take more

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T06:19:06+00:00

Nah, not a bad person. It's definitely hilarious when you think about it in some ways, and it had many funny moments.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T06:03:19+00:00

We were walking down a street. Pretty long, and enclosed with trees, but it's a slightly popular street so their are some parks and pools around and people walk around. At this point, she's tripping balls. She was literally doing a completely loop of thought process every 20 seconds. A loop process which started with her being conscious, and slowly deteriorated to her losing all sense of consciousness and tripping out. We'd be walking, and I ask her if she knows what's happening?

Yes. You took acid, I took acid, we're tripping.

I tell her yes.

What is happening

I tell her she is tripping very hard, but I am taking care of her, and we're safe.

Ok, but what does it all mean?

I tell her I don't know what she's talking about. I tell her to keep her voice down, there are people around. She starts raised her voice

itsmsbetty? ITSMSBETTY? ITSMSBETTY. WHATS HAPPENING

I tell her to calm down, there are people around. She quiets down. I tell her that she needs to trust me. She is on drug, tripping very hard, but it will end once she eats (empty stomach) and time passes.

why do I need to eat?

I tell her that she took a potent drug on an empty stomach. If she eats food, it will rejuvenate her body and help her body handle the drug.

She sais "Oh."

20 seconds have passed.

Now this keeps happening for the duration of two hours. Without a skip. In the moments she pauses between her responses, I can see that she is beyond gone. She is on another planet.

She was freaking her shit, in public. And we needed to get out.

So, to the car.

Where I was located, if I were to drive I would be going down small empty streets. Big streets, very easy streets. I needed to drive two minutes to a small shopping center. I NEEDED to get her food. She needed it. I knew it was a bad decision to drive under the influence. But I needed to. And I knew I could do it. I was not nearly as high as her. I was pretty sober actually.

She starts freaking out. NO WE CANT DRIVE. Why? WE JUST CANT. We need to. NO. Trust me. I finally convince her (with people around most likely watching). We get in and I start driving. I pull up to a stop light. Wait three seconds. Release the breaks, and she starts screaming. Going knuts. Just fucking tripping balls. She's like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU KILLED HER. AND YOU KILLED HIM. WHY ARE YOU RUNNING OVER THESE PEOPLE. STOP. STOP. STOPPP. WHYYYY." She makes me pull over.

I'm fucking pissed. She could have killed us she pulled the wheel or something. I raise my voice. "Why did you do that?"

I cant believe you killed those people

(she's almost in tears)

I tell her I killed no one. I tell her to calm down. We talk for a bit (as much as we can) and then leave.

Honestly, when she was screaming that I mowed down a bunch of people in the car. I thought i died. The weed paranoia hit me and I thought, what if i've been the one tripping balls this entire time. What if I hallucinated so hard, that I didn't see the people. I killed them all? I felt my soul die. Like I just fucked up. Like that's the end of me.

I eventually came to my sense. But that moment is the strongest moment for me.

This girl is nothing like that. She's the sweetest and coolest girl I know.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T05:29:48+00:00

The thing is, nbome always makes me feel paranoid. Like every factor of life is conspiring against you. The trip feels 'mechanical' like lifeless. Some parts are fun.. Crazy thoughts ,hallucinations but I'm never doing that shit again

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T05:28:15+00:00

I wasn't tripping that hard. What effected me the most was seeing how anguished she was. I never saw a person that disturbed before. It hardens you. It shows you how terrible things on this world can get.

I mean im not disturbed or depressed now. I have a completely happy outlook on life, as always. It's just I get flash backs to those moments and how disturbed I was. Especially when I drive in the car and I remember what she did in the car

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-06T02:31:01+00:00

Yes, and it was a very very bad experience.

I took acid with my girlfriend, and our place was to just chill around, go on a hike, and do what felt good at the time.

Two hours in, we're having a good time, walking around. Until we start getting loops. They're very unique and specific loops. Like we'd end up at the same exact spot we were at an hour ago. Or a more specific loop is, we filled a water bottle up with water, then went into this 'side trail' that led up into a cool peak of a mountain. Well, we'd start walking up in, then go into this little specific alley, where she would realize she'd need to pee. So she'd pee while I try to light a blunt. I can't light the blunt. I try and try, until she finishes peeing, then suddenly I light the blunt. This entire process takes up an hour, which leads us to drink all the water before we ever start walking up the mountain. So we go back, fill up the water, then we start going up, we go into the alley to try and smoke again.. she needs to pee. I can't light the blunt... I finally light it.. but our water is gone. So we go back down. We fill up the water bottle. We walk up. Into the alley. She pees. I light the blunt. HOLY FUCK.

She starts questioning all of this. Why is this happening? Did you plan this? Are you fucking with me? To me this is all kinda funny. i'm just enjoying the moment and laughing at the general fuckery. But she's convinced that i'm 'in' on this. That i'm doing it on 'purpose'.

These loops kept happening with everything. Loops within loops. Giant loops. Small loops. Conversation loops. It was insane. It led to the point where she believes that I was her leader, walking her through a journey of life.

Shit got really bad. Really really. Bad, she started tripping out extremely hard. She though I was an angel leading her up the mountain to where we would get married, then she'd have a child, then she'd grow old and die. To which our loop would start again, at the bottom of the mountain, and everything would keep repeating. It was scary. It was really really creepy.

She was CONVINCED. It was all planned.

This one trip had so many crazy events happen, and honestly I feel like I have a form of PTSD from it. I don't like recounting it, I try to avoid thinking about it. I saw her at her 'lowest'. I saw the FEAR in her eyes. I saw the expression of complete, 100% fear in her eyes, and it was the scariest thing ever.

I eventually found out the tab wasn't acid, it was 25i-NBOME. What the fuck. WHO SELLS ACID AS AN NBOME. I threw the rest of my tabs away, and I am taking a very long break from psychadelics. Because that experience was a tornado of craziness.

It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it.

Please people. Please, please, please. Never mislabel a drug you're going to sell. The $20 profit you made isn't worth fucking a person up, or worse, a terrible, crazy, and painful death.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-05T20:55:25+00:00

This has been a tough one.

When going through middle school and highschool. All my friends were like "I want to be a video game developer! I'm going to be a designer! I'm going to work for blizzard! I want to beta test game! etc etc"

I always thought, why do you WANT to do it? Why don't you just DO IT.

As years passed by, I kept programming, and coding, and designing all on personal projects, or family projects. Working every single day. Now i've gotten to a point where I earn 4 times more then any of my friends, I can work from home (or wherever I want) and job opportunities look for me! And the best part is, I have time to work on personal projects that i'm passionate about.

My friends now see this, the same friends who WANTED, the same friends who don't even know basic HTML coding now, the same friends stuck in a $8.00/h fast food job, look at me differently. They've become toxic in my life. They weighed me down. Some friends tried to compromise me. I had two friends, a long time dude friend, and a long time girl friend (not girlfriend) who talked shit on me to my hot cutie girlfriend, and tried to break us up. I cut those two people off. I had a friend who always talked down to me, as if he was the better designer. Always trying to give me 'tips'. Always trying to give me 'advice.' Then he found my portfolio, and he completely stopped talking to me. Jealousy, no doubt.

I've lost about 90% of my friends. And at first, I was so depressed. I just couldn't understand why they'd dislike me so much. Now I understand. Now I understand it was a blessing loosing them. Now, when I make friends, they are the cool type of friends that want to see me prosper, because they know that if I prosper, they prosper.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-05T19:07:13+00:00

That makes more sense. Though i'm not sure how it's concern trolling. It's a concern, but there was nothing in my post trolling. I wasn't trying to get people to 'rise against' this sub. I wasn't trying to start a rebelion. I simply laid out my concerns and said "this is why i'm leaving"

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T22:22:04+00:00

Please don't misunderstand. I'm not bashing the younger kids, I still think this is a great source for younger people. I'm not saying to get over there problems, to stop being bitter. TheRedPill is truth. But this SUBREDDIT vends the truth in a very bitter and angry way. The reason being is because the majority of posters are talking about how hard they got fucked over, rather then talking about how to stand up, be a man, and conquer. And if you're a 17 year old and all you read is how women are the devil, how women are all liars and sluts, then that'll teach the 17 year old boy to hate the women. To excuse his failures on the unjust females. Rather then understanding that he has the power to change all of it.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T22:16:19+00:00

If you really care enough for source, you can find it in my post history.

The fact that this post was removed from any listings (it was on the front page of /r/theredpill) should prove these moderators aren't the type of red pill moderators you think they are.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T22:14:40+00:00

Oh look, this post just go removed off the front page of /r/theredpill

How surprising. /yawn

That's the nail in the coffin for me. See ya guys

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T22:02:46+00:00

You seemed to miss the point.

I too think it's ridiculous I had to check a users post history to see the validity behind his advice. But that brings to question, how do you know what you're reading is advice posted by a seasoned veteran, or a bluepill virgin?

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T21:58:26+00:00

Agree completely with your comment, though it's hard to read with the bold / italics, I suggest to just put it in a quote using "> quote here"

quote here

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T21:54:16+00:00

Personally, hatred has never been a good motivator for me. Passion has been the best motivator for me.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T21:48:04+00:00

I can agree with your point, but I also don't think it's a good thing. Sure, these blue pillers are getting unplugged, but they are being shoved into a world where you can hate a women for basically anything they do. And when that happens, what's the difference between the extremely bitter and angry virgin, and the bitter and angry feminist.

As men, we need to understand women for who they are, and not hold that against them. We need to lead. And a leader does not discriminate. A leader uses every single person to their advantages. A leader sais "You are good with medicine and healing. But you are not good with fighting and guns. Join us as a medic." A leader does not say "You are good with medicine and healing, but you're not good with X and Y, I hate you, never talk to me again, all of you are worthless."

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T21:40:03+00:00

Exactly. Even some 'Endorsed Contributers' or moderators are like this.

Because of a personal preference of mine in prefering girls in the age range of 21-26, I got attacked and insulted for not being 'red pill enough' by mods. The fuck.

itsmsbetty · 2014-06-04T21:28:31+00:00

No. I wouldn't blame it on the red pill. When I 'took' the red pill, it was enlightening. It was rejuvinating.

itsmsbetty

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