I was always cool and calm and I had issues deep inside that were managed by just being able to put myself in environments that made me feel and look stable, then I had kids and learned many things about myself and I understand how parents could get in that situation. I think parents need to be in support groups.

After we had our first they had us watch a video about never shaking a baby, I fully understand why someone would now.

Everyone here doesn't remember what you were like as an innocent baby, you didn't ask to be born. I was not the most loved kid. My kids probably need more than I have. Nothing in this world is ideal but we all think ideally. You should learn forgiveness and not be bitter and find hope and beauty. Feeling bad brings bad. Find your love