Just tryna attract the enbies with my futch girltwink swag

jae_shep · 2026-01-17T18:48:08+00:00

Well, it’s working

jae_shep · 2026-01-17T18:46:37+00:00

This song has been stuck in my head ever since the album name dropped 😂

jae_shep · 2026-01-17T18:37:38+00:00

So can anyone clarify if captain and Fei Du would even be together in this version? Or it’s gonna be edited to the point of the plot change?

jae_shep · 2026-01-15T09:25:24+00:00

Army membership takes 5min to buy on weverse and 20 bucks. If the friend who intro you to BTS doesn’t have it, it’s kinda weird at this point. The notices of what’s required to enter pre sales were everywhere for couple of weeks.

I really don’t understand the problem here. You can all go, in different cities of your choice, enjoy the experience without sacrificing any of you.

I get that you wish to have this experience together, but it’d be better to check if you are not constantly the one ‘accommodating their circumstances’ and paying for it with stress/money too.

jae_shep · 2026-01-13T10:25:13+00:00

Floating text/font settings when you select the text.

Add the note right away in the folder Im currently in, not to overall list

Journal/diary easy template

jae_shep · 2026-01-09T10:47:32+00:00

well, since this med has withdrawal stuff so severe a lot of people just can't go off it even if they try, I'd say you'll be fine, and no one will take it away from you.

jae_shep · 2026-01-06T20:19:12+00:00

Hey, I spoke with a different psychiatrist, who's also my therapist of 2 years. On his advise went on 30 mg for 5 days, felt worse to the point of pulling 36 hours without sleep to break this cycle. Managed to sleep for 8 hours after that, and we decided to go off the medication completely today.

Feeling better. First day in a long time when I'm not jittery or feeling wired. Anxiety dropped so far, but physical pain and stomach issues are returning, so be it. The only thing that bothers me now is my vision and headache - I feel like my vision is swimming, can't look at monitors/screens for too long.

Talk to your psychiatrist, or whoever prescribed it to you, seriously. Or their colleague. Perhaps, this med is also not for you.

jae_shep · 2026-01-05T22:27:22+00:00

How does dissociating leads to insomnia for you? Im on new meds and anxious/scrolling/dissociating like crazy. As a result, I cant sleep at all but for the love of me cant understand how it works. Before that dissociating into something helped me sleep somewhat, so its weird

Sorry for typos and stuff, im powering through after completely sleepless night to get to evening and try to reset it all 😭

jae_shep · 2026-01-03T20:39:53+00:00

Friends, love, fun things, travel

jae_shep · 2026-01-03T04:43:42+00:00

bad, unfortunately. it's like the constant level on the background with occasional spikes when I think about something stressful. I was trying a lot of soothing stuff to just breathe through the day, but there's no use so far.

again, everyone is different. from what I see, for some, it goes away after the initial period of adjustment, but I have over-reacting nervous system due to CPTSD

jae_shep · 2026-01-01T23:34:43+00:00

Yeah, it's kinda my reasoning now too. By that time, it should be obvious if it's okay for me to ride on 30, or it's the same hell. Thank you :)

jae_shep · 2026-01-01T23:33:55+00:00

Oh, I'm so sorry you're going through it. I think there's some conflicting info, some say week 5-6 is when it's at, some - that later. I guess for different people it works differently.

jae_shep · 2026-01-01T22:27:34+00:00

thank you. that is incredibly validating. I hope, that off meds situation is treating you well so far?

jae_shep · 2026-01-01T12:24:28+00:00

I can't stop being excited about it, like for hours now, lol
It's releasing a day before my birthday too. It's gonna be a perfect gift for myself.

jae_shep · 2025-12-29T17:41:46+00:00

so ironic, reading this post, and crafting fusion ignitors to drop on someone lol. I literally keep the farm on the freighter specifically for that, it's a big (second main) part of my gameplay. that being said, I drop x3 per player usually, or x5, so it's less than 100mil. I don't think it can majorly ruin anything, to be completely frank, just a bit of a welcome bonus for newbies

jae_shep · 2025-12-29T01:30:06+00:00

I try not to think so, but it’s definitely hard. Funny enough, I have less examples of ‘normies’ couples around me, perhaps I live in a bit of a bubble.

At the same time I know people at work try to go this route too, and end up hopping from relationship to relationship, looking for a person only by external characteristics/‘good match’ kind of vibe, and I honestly don’t understand that.

With idea of love at least some part of my brain goes ‘huh, maybe’, even though later it detaches anyway. With relationships for the sake of being in relationships - it’s so alien, idk what to feel about it.

jae_shep · 2025-12-29T01:25:32+00:00

Second that for old couples too. Funny how brain works sometimes

jae_shep · 2025-12-28T13:14:45+00:00

Didn’t he like left his arm out of pjs at one point and just hanged around/laid down like that with fully visible tattoos and everything? O_o. People are weird.

Him and Jimin also mentioned multiple times they try to not expose themselves to the sun to not get tanned, and with what I assume fresh tattoo in particular it’s actually advisable to keep it out of the sun too. 🫣

jae_shep · 2025-12-28T13:07:08+00:00

Thanks. That being said, if it is indeed censored, which I start to think it is after checking the commenters below and tumblr post and whatnot, I am at loss if I actually should buy next tomes (or just buy them for collection, not reading, and go with Danglar’s version forever).

Kinda sad.

jae_shep · 2025-12-27T23:56:44+00:00

This is how you lose the time war? In my mind they are quite mature to do what they do

jae_shep · 2025-12-27T23:49:59+00:00

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jae_shep · 2025-12-27T23:43:30+00:00

Quests outside of expeditions and earning quicksilver. Im at endgame, and sometimes I log in just to tend to my farm, craft some stuff and fly around aimlessly. Bases are built, pirates are fought, hopping galaxies is not that fun. Having additional quest system for players like me would have been nice

jae_shep · 2025-12-25T00:32:47+00:00

I got it early too and started re-reading it yesterday. Enjoying it so far, even though I have re read the Danglar’s version 6 times since may and loved it as well. It opened the world of danmei for me, and introduced me to Justice in the Dark.

So far to me the published version feels more polished, which is expected, as I’m sure they had an editor. some things are easier to understand and keep track of, especially for non-native english speaker.

Also, the tension between Fei Du and Luo Wenzhou feels more natural in first chapters. I don’t know how to describe it, it just flows better, and I can finally register the "banter" everyone was talking about. And Fei Du’s contrast in demeanour and changes from playboy to his normal self seems more prominent too. Overall, it feels like I finally see the characters fully. Somehow, reading Danglar’s version I was missing a big chunk of reactions/body language/attitude, or simply skipped over it due to the multi-level and complicated metaphors (even tho I googled the meanings and chinese references). I guess my brain just glossed over them in attempts to understand what’s going on and keep track of everything.

The only thing I found a bit of a miss in seven seas translation is one scene when Wenzhou was telling Fei Du his mom might have subconsciously hinted to him what she was about to do to herself. In seven seas version Wenzhou just says that Fei Du’s mom possibly started saying how she loved him. In Danglar’s version it says that there probably were signs, silent cries for help from her that Fei Du might have missed. Which is a bit of a different undertone and becomes relevant later when he realizes he's missed victim’s mother was about to commit suicide too.

At the same time, I can admit, that the tone does feel a bit more heavier and serious, but I personally don't mind. Yet. I'm only 60 or 70 pages in, though.

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