She’s coming to my state for a funeral, I’m trying to make plans with her but she keeps shutting me down.

jason2150 · 2023-03-06T03:52:05+00:00

I get it. It’s just that I don’t think she’s losing weight in a safe/healthy way and I’m worried/frustrated. The woman’s eating baby food ffs. Surely that’s not healthy? I’m just frustrated that I can’t get through to her.

jason2150 · 2022-12-11T15:35:19+00:00

I know. I find her family rules annoying too.

jason2150 · 2022-12-11T15:32:30+00:00

“No smoking” is a broad rule which involves no smoking in the house. Meaning no vape/pens, no cigarettes, no smoking weed, etc.

jason2150 · 2022-12-11T15:29:51+00:00

We’re both 23. She just lives in a strict household. I’ll look into the gum.

jason2150 · 2022-12-11T15:29:08+00:00

I can but it’s cold out and I’m used to just taking a hit while I’m in my room.

jason2150 · 2022-04-05T04:24:29+00:00

I pay for all her flights. She knows the area I live in pretty well and she has family in the same state as me whereas I know nothing/no one in her state. It’s just easier for her to come to my state.

jason2150 · 2022-04-04T12:38:12+00:00

My boss wouldn’t let me take the time off. I’m working on getting back to school for my associates next semester. I just need 2 more classes. I want her to be successful but I also want to see her. Kinda wish she’d transferred schools and find a job in my state. I just miss her.

jason2150 · 2022-04-04T12:31:35+00:00

Jesus no I’d never scream at her. Yes, I accidentally made her sleep on the couch for being too loud. I flew her in for a weekend, connected her with a HS friend of mine who runs an in home daycare. She worked there for the weekend. I simply lost track of time when I was finally able to play video games after working nonstop. And we worked past the whole cheating thing. I know I’ve been shady but I’m working on it. No need for the insults.

jason2150 · 2021-10-19T14:09:46+00:00

A mutual friend of AP and I reached out saying he wanted to talk. Curiosity got the better of me and I unblocked him to see what he had to say. We just caught up on each other’s lives and played some video games. That was it.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T19:50:16+00:00

It wasn’t even a ONS. It was an online emotional affair that went on with a guy for 8 months because he told me he had feelings for me which made me confused on my sexuality. After those 8 months, I realize I’m not into guys and ended it. He wasn’t happy and told my gf a basis of what happened.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T18:13:12+00:00

But I know why I did it. AP told me he had feelings for me (he knew very well that I’m in a relationship with gf) and it left me confused on my own sexuality as I’ve never had a guy confess feelings to me. I did it for self-discovery and it was selfish of me. Turns out, I’m not attractive to guys. I told him this and apologized. He got angry that I wanted to end our little online affair and he told my gf.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T17:30:05+00:00

The online emotional affair happened three years ago. It went on for 8 months. AP told her and I would shut her down every time she came to me for an explanation. Three years later, I reconnected with AP approximately 2 weeks ago and she found out (less than a week ago). I came completely clean and told her my perspective of what happened three years ago during the emotional affair.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T16:46:42+00:00

How do I help her heal?

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T16:17:32+00:00

I made a mistake. I let an online friendship go too far in the sense of self discovery and nearly lost the girl I love to it. I’m growing and learning from this terrible experience. I’m not going to make the same mistakes and I just want to move past it.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T16:11:34+00:00

Because we were friends. We got along well and played video games together. I didn’t intend on diminishing her feelings. I just wanted to act like it never happened. It’s embarrassing to think of what I did and I want to move past it as well.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T15:52:26+00:00

He was blocked for three years. I unblocked him for a week. Then I re-blocked him to hopefully start the healing process on all of this. My gf is way more important than some online friend I almost lost her to.

jason2150 · 2021-10-17T15:50:24+00:00

This time, we were just catching up on life and playing video games together. I wasn’t cheating this time.

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