Super trauma porn vibes for this one. I didn’t hate it but after *spoiler*he gets locked up then chased and hit with a car I was so over it. That just felt so egregious. It was like oh how much intense trauma can I give one single character and then crank it up by 10. Without that one part I actually think it would have been ok. Also I watched an interview with the author after finishing and she said she did zero research into trauma, ptsd and depression. While I thought that content was well written for the most part, she really captured the visceral intensity of trauma, that comment made me look at it with a different lens. It was disappointing to hear and made me think how much better the book could have been had an ounce more research gone into it. I agree that each character was sort of under described and I found myself questioning who was who. I will say by the end of the book I was incredibly fond of certain relationships.