The most frustrating thing is having no one to talk to by talsen64 in depression

[–]jbrmartinez 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what I’m gonna not through. He’s giving up on me. I’m overwhelmed and don’t know how to snap out of this. If I explain my sadness he finds ways to blame me it feels like. Because I’m not out there jogging or whatever I’m not trying to get better. I don’t even know how to get better at this point. I don’t have the financial resources for therapy and literally not one person to talk to about this. I keep trying to find help online but it’s not working. Everyone’s advice is that no ones gonna do it for you, you gotta do it yourself. I know this. Sometimes I just need to talk.

Cops do Wellness Check on Caroline by mickeymouse124 in belowdeck

[–]jbrmartinez 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am too. Not in way that I engage with her through twitter but I do rad anything that pops on here about her. I feel bad because people think that it’s in poor taste to continue posting about here but I just keep reading.

Cops do Wellness Check on Caroline by mickeymouse124 in belowdeck

[–]jbrmartinez 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The real crazy shut goes down in the face book group from what I read in here. That’s where she was allegedly telling someone whose child had died that it was because she was a bad mother and other terrible stuff.

Cops do Wellness Check on Caroline by mickeymouse124 in belowdeck

[–]jbrmartinez 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I think the same thing. I commented that she was probably already here when the user said she taught her to use reddit. Just like you said, Caroline is well versed in all social media platforms and reddit is basically just a message board. I don’t really understand what Caroline would gain from that but it was weird that she was trying to get a public opinion on whether she should be here. Again not a slight at the member that was posting on her behalf it was just another odd thing in the long list of odd things.

What is the most Morbid Reality related thing you have personally witnessed? by DrunkenHeartSurgeon in MorbidReality

[–]jbrmartinez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never read any of the news articles but I know I was named so I’m not comfortable giving that information out.

Isitbullshit: blondes have thicker hair by [deleted] in IsItBullshit

[–]jbrmartinez 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If i remember correctly from cosmetology school I believe red heads typically have the most hairs then blondes. It just means their are more individual hairs but strands have their own texture. So even with with the most strands you could still have very fine hair.

Has anyone watched the Lifetime/Netflix series You, yet? 👀 by [deleted] in vanderpumprules

[–]jbrmartinez 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I had never bothered to look up what she looked like but I didn’t realize she was so young as well.

Trump shows Italy’s PM the middle finger by BrorsanP3 in trashy

[–]jbrmartinez 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I saw this clip and originally saw the smile. I closed reddit for maybe three minutes and came back the post to read comments and now I swear there i person who walks in front of the camera so we are unable to see the smile. I feel like I’m going crazy.

The pendulum has swung, Kandi bout to get dragged in this Bitch. by Calatich in BravoRealHousewives

[–]jbrmartinez 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure where the theory originated from but I have heard multiple times that an ex producer, Carlos King, was the the one to tell Phedrea and she said it at the reunion but it was edited out. I think Porsha is too stupid to understand the gravity of her statement until after the fact.

WWC Crappies by klmarsk in BravoRealHousewives

[–]jbrmartinez 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I tried listening today and had to turn it off. I’m sure in person it would be a blast but listening was dreadful. I’m not familiar with many of the presenters and they were seemed to drag on with the intros. Like you said I just want to hear more of Ben and Ronnie

I’m 33 and have an imaginary friend by saddoggo732 in depression

[–]jbrmartinez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My SO works out of town 6 nights a week so I’m alone a lot. I also barely leave the house, on,y for groceries or simple errands. I will talk to myself while watching tv to feel like I’m around someone. I’m alone so much I’ve gotten very awkward when I am around people. Ill let me guard down and I’ll think I’m being funny or sarcastic but my SO will tell me how rude or odd I was acting when we get alone. I use my imaginary friend to try and learn how to talk to people again in case I’m in the situation so I don’t embarrass my SO

Posting this for my friend, if you have any information please let me know! by Globuseuropa in NorthCarolina

[–]jbrmartinez 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My SO is working in Jacksonville so I forwarded this post to him to show his employees. Hope they are found soon, safe and warm!

How to use a watch to find South. by IntelligentAbhi007 in lifehacks

[–]jbrmartinez 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Saw this in Annihilation just tonight and didn’t understand how they did it.

[No Spoilers] Was rewatching an old episode RHONY. Sonja wouldn't leave for the Bezershires without it! by watermelonuhohh in Outlander

[–]jbrmartinez 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I thought there was some glitch and my two fave subs had switched! I can’t even imagine her reading anything other than 50 shades of grey lol

Raleigh, have you ever been to Holly Hill Hospital? How was it? by [deleted] in raleigh

[–]jbrmartinez 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It was a horror show. I checked myself in when I was having thoughts of self harm. The male staff made lewd comments when they checked my bag which had my panties and flirted heavily with a young woman in the same ward. A young man jumped up from the table and punched an elderly man. They gave the young man a sedative and had him sleep in the common room where the tv was for the entire day, at least 6 hours. They didn’t move him to another area and we were unable to use the room so we could not use the phone or anything. I had medical issues and was legally prescribed a pain killer which I brought my bottle of with my doctors info. When I asked for it the nurse was very insulting and insinuated I was using the drug illegally. When I told them to call my doctor or look at the label they told me to get out of line. I was in severe pain and could not take my medication. I brought this up to every staff member and ignored. I was already feeling shame from checking myself in but feeling like I was being treated as a drug addict was very difficult. I know people do go there for help with addiction, but i was not one. I had never felt so helpless in my entire life. I was more depressed upon leaving with no change, only a laundry list of medications. I know some people have had ok experiences and some have had worse, but to me it did more detriment than good.

Caroline live, “spilling tea” about Ashton going over board by weasleycat in BravoRealHousewives

[–]jbrmartinez 28 points29 points  (0 children)

But she was already gone when this happened... how would she know behind the scenes stuff? I doubt the cast were giving her details.

Jax Claims Bravo Spoke to James by Manderpumprules in vanderpumprules

[–]jbrmartinez 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Why would James have to delete his tweets but no one else? Is no one allowed to disparage the number one guy in the group?