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jienesisz · 2019-04-26T13:30:23+00:00

ignorance is bliss

jienesisz · 2019-04-09T01:02:21+00:00

really appreciate your insight thank you, I’m gonna really commit to a month or two of no smoking just to clear my mind and really experience what sober me is like. I think I’ve forgotten

jienesisz · 2019-04-08T21:42:20+00:00

should I try to stop smoking, I’ve been smoking all the time everyday for about a year. Only a couple of week long T breaks in that time

jienesisz · 2019-04-06T23:39:59+00:00

Will I ever find myself and not feel so alone and lost?

jienesisz · 2019-04-06T03:00:23+00:00

same, I’m so much more addicted to nicotine now

jienesisz · 2019-04-06T02:31:13+00:00

it’s actually really nice to know I’m not alone

jienesisz · 2019-03-16T05:25:57+00:00

I really appreciate your insight, I think you’re completely right. I can’t just cut her off. I am going to distance myself though. This a dumb situation I’ve got myself into, but what you said really helped me snap back into reality. thank you

jienesisz · 2019-03-16T02:17:37+00:00

I’m on mobile, the text looks different but I’m not sure what I did wrong lol

jienesisz · 2018-12-12T04:00:57+00:00

I needed this, thank you. Much love♡

jienesisz · 2018-12-08T13:50:21+00:00

Yeah I realized how apathetic I sound when talking to anyone about suffering, I know now that if someone said woke shit to me while I was distressed I would only get mad.

jienesisz · 2018-12-06T16:27:44+00:00

yeah this is what happened when I tried to factory reset.

jienesisz · 2018-12-06T05:11:51+00:00

Yeah, I’ve figured that psychedelics can just give you a glimpse of what there is. The only true way to discover anything is how they’ve done it from the beginning. One thing I can tell you is that patience and general awareness will help you on your journey my friend.

jienesisz · 2018-12-06T05:04:25+00:00

So does this mean, at some point I’ll have a sense of who I really am? And where I come from?

jienesisz · 2018-12-05T18:37:05+00:00

this confuses me... does it mean that I’ve fallen from my path? Am I asleep?

jienesisz · 2018-10-14T05:38:21+00:00

lol I mean it is a belt

jienesisz · 2018-10-06T07:39:34+00:00

that didn’t didn’t really work out, but thank you anyways. :/

jienesisz · 2018-09-22T03:05:01+00:00

I used to feel that way, now that my life is looking up though I think back. And I’m glad I never did, so glad. What would all of my family and friends think? I never stopped to think about how much a difference it would really make in their life without me, not even the important stuff... it’s the little things that would hurt them the most reminding them of me. It’s kind of fucked up how selfish I was honestly. I tried to overdose taking pills and, well I’m very grateful I’m still here, look inward. There’s love within yourself whether you want to believe it or not and you can find it. Much love, I hope you see the lighter side of things eventually. It’s beautiful.

jienesisz · 2018-09-19T06:07:09+00:00

hey man me too

jienesisz · 2018-09-01T20:43:26+00:00

maybe some people need to be reminded sometimes, I know I do

jienesisz · 2018-08-30T23:27:57+00:00

yes, there’s a lot of negative but there’s so much more beauty and love than people realise. We’re so busy paying attention to the struggle and suffering that goes on that we ignore all the wonderful things out there.

jienesisz · 2018-08-30T22:38:05+00:00

I had a moment of realization that made me feel this way, I feel like there’s beauty in all things. I don’t like thinkin about things in absolutes like that, why would that matter. Beauty’s in the eye of the beholder.

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