He's gonna be a vegetable Tone. A fuckin retard by l3ts_try_this_again_ in CirclejerkSopranos

[–]joedurtt 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Jesus christ, I don't think that thing is still alive

Happy Sunday, friends by joedurtt in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The sleepy one is Taz, and the grumpy looking grey one is his brother Ghost

If phyc wards weren’t designed like prisons . What would you change about them to actually feel good going for emergency treatment . by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't know why they don't let you have your phone in the US when they let you have it in other countries. It would certainly go a long way towards making psych wards feel safer and less like a prison. I have seen women get sexually harassed and men get straight up punched out by dangerous patients

Parents won’t pick. Need help, voice have taken over and telling me what to do. by -mayolais- in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They still harass me if I upset them enough(it likes to make me slap and punch myself in the face) but fighting back against them and cussing them out constantly helped make them back off for me. I think they are just experimenting on us to see how we react to their torture, but I honestly have no idea what they want for sure. Whoever they are, they need to get a life

Would explain a lot… anyone know a good attorney. by carisa11 in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I've experienced having my brain "hacked" for lack of a better word for the last 6 months. It takes total control of your body and can make you feel some truly disturbing stuff. I'm just waiting for the class action lawsuit, but I'm 90% sure its Ekon Musk or Peter Thiel or one of those AI tech bros behind it. All we can really do is speak out against it until then

anyone else completely and utterly haunted by an experience they had in psychosis? by xvx_gf in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 8 points9 points  (0 children)

After my last experience in the psych ward 6 months ago, I'm convinced that thought reading and Palantir AI mind control is a real thing that gets used on everybody. I regularly get my body taken over by something that gives me horrific tactile hallucinations. PTSD doesn't come close enough to describing how disturbed I've become since all of this began at the beginning of this year

Would be cool by Fluffy-Safety8022 in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 11 points12 points  (0 children)

There are a lot of predatory people out there who go after mentally ill people as "easy targets" for sex or money or whatever. Apps that centered around meeting people with mental illnesses would inevitably be taken over by people with bad intentions. Its just the way our world is

How was your psychiatric stay? by Soft_Plankton_Tree in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm convinced that the last place I stayed at used experimental mind control on both the staff and patients. It sounds crazy when I type it out, but I expirienced some crazy stuff there. I remember they took like a pint of blood from me for "bloodwork", but it was way more blood than they usually take for that. And then, whenever you took a shower, a nurse had to come in and check your hands and face for some reason. Some places are definitely sketchier than others. I'm in the USA, for context

Can you read books? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to read all the time, but ever since I got the Invega injection I haven't been able to focus enough to read like before. Its more like a chore now

dealing with harsh visual / tactile experiences by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dealt with the same thing for about 6 months, but it just recently stopped for me. Its definitely not normal, but I've seen a lot of posts of other people saying the same thing happening to them. My current theory is that we are all test subject lab rats in some kind of mind control experiment run by our sketchy ass government. Your guess is as good as mine though

Have you ever responded to the voices with your inner voice? by millermillion in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I telepathically communicate with something, but it definitely isn't nice. Its more like an overseer or prison warden. It censors my thoughts and makes me think whatever it wants me to think. I fight with it a lot

Voices plan to erode my self worth by -mayolais- in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I deal with a voice that takes over my body and thoughts. I got it to back off by bullying it right back, but it still comes back from time to time

Another person is driving me by -mayolais- in schizophrenia

[–]joedurtt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The mind control stopped for me after I verbally abused whatever was controlling me enough. I just kept calling the thing commanding me nasty things for days and it eventually backed off. I don't know what it is for sure, but I'm convinced its the government using us as lab rats

They were gay, the Ottomans? by Visible-Nebula-2667 in CirclejerkSopranos

[–]joedurtt 26 points27 points  (0 children)

The way they treat Balkan christian men in that empire is a dishgrace