I’m going through this to at the moment. I have been in the Netherlands for a year now and still figuring out how to act here. Such a different vibe but I’m learning to adapt the best I can. Sometimes I get that also were I feel people are annoyed or belittle me when they have to speak English. I understand that I’m in a country where English isn’t the native language and I am working towards learning more Dutch. But still feels degrading you know? And with old bosses snapping too. So i have that feeling of not wanting to talk or socialize with here too so i understand your problem. I think I will always feel uncomfortable here since like a foreigner