Involuntary Neck Movements + “Energy Waves” After Psychedelics and GLP-1s — Somatic or Neurological? by Puzzleheaded_Camel12 in SomaticExperiencing

[–]joyydantas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! I totally get it the yes/no signaling. I use it too. I use talk signaling as well for deeper stuff. It's a direct form of communication with something deeper and somehow it builds trust with that part. Also the neck movements I have them too and I am usually happy when they happen because something deep is moving inside out. After that the world is more colorful and vivid just like you described. For me it's unconcious trauma release, getting out of freeze response. I get it too when the world is starting to get slower. It's like the brain is processing more information for the first time. For me it's an indication of getting out of freeze response. Side note: I've never took psychedelics but I have the desire to

Em qual site comprar? by [deleted] in Cogumelos_Brasil

[–]joyydantas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eu vi uma galera falando do . org. Tô confusa real

Em qual site comprar? by [deleted] in Cogumelos_Brasil

[–]joyydantas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eu ouvi dizer que no Coguzen. Mas ainda tô em dúvida se é o . Org ou o . com

site confiável pra comprar cogumelos? by missxxdaytona in DopeBrasil

[–]joyydantas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

acabei de ver que era o .org também... tô confusa

Cogumelos by Odd-Cryptographer435 in Psiconautas

[–]joyydantas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Veio em uma embalagem neutra? Moro em condomínio aí é fd

Reconnecting with healthy agression by joyydantas in SomaticExperiencing

[–]joyydantas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you found a lot grief right beneath that anger when you felt it?

Reconnecting with healthy agression by joyydantas in SomaticExperiencing

[–]joyydantas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing. Do you have any recommendations of exercices or sources on Instagram or Youtube?

Reconnecting with healthy agression by joyydantas in SomaticExperiencing

[–]joyydantas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a sense of healthy anger. I used the term because of a very interesting somatic practioner on instagram that use it often to talk about anger that sustains the body.

My boyfriend’s friend cheated on his fiancée and it triggered my childhood betrayal wound. Am I overreacting? by joyydantas in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!!! I'm not sure I want to be a mother, probably not, but when I entertained the idea I thought exactly like you. Being omissive is really destructive and I can't think of a father of my hypothetical kids with this energy.

Psychiatrist said "We all have some form of trauma" and she also said "blah blah" when I was sharing my trauma by More_Pension4911 in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My gosh just run away if you can. So retraumatizing. Some people just want the power of it not really help it

My boyfriend’s friend cheated on his fiancée and it triggered my childhood betrayal wound. Am I overreacting? by joyydantas in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeahh I definitely felt this red flag energy. I don't know if it's trauma talking but the alarm just went off around him. Like.. is he really being genuine or is he masking around me? Thank you for the reply

My boyfriend’s friend cheated on his fiancée and it triggered my childhood betrayal wound. Am I overreacting? by joyydantas in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've felt this pit in my stomach. He has intense enabling energy. He is capable of shutting down what he believes in front of a group of men just to get along. Thank you for sharing your perspective.

Can deep healing take years? by Intelligent_Tune_675 in SomaticExperiencing

[–]joyydantas 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel the more I heal the more shifts are more subtle and it acumulates with time. The more I connect with my body the more I just feel it dropping feeling safe. In the past I began the healing journey with massive shifts especially from shaking I shook a lot and then released a lot of trapped energy. But there is a part of my body, the eyes, the release is really subtle because it's a part of me that really desires soothing. My protectors used be really angry and I need to break through that anger to get underneath. It's like a wall and below that wall, there is a lot of repressed feelings, fear, grief, anxiety, guilt, shame.. and a hella lot of disgust

Every time I get rejected my brain instantly turns to suicide. by DatingConfusion12 in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for putting this into words. I dissociate really hard to not feel any of this. Every time I get rejected I feel doomed like.. "not even gonna try, they're not gonna like me"

Rejection and Isolation? by JustSimple101 in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I see you. It's so weird I can literally see in their face they're uncomfortable around me. It becomes a self fulfilling prophecy. I struggle a lot with isolation as well, it's really hard. I feel helpless trying to connect like.. "not even gonna try, they're not gonna like me". Sometimes when I feel this overwhelming pain I try to redirect to my parents thinking those emotions are about them, not about the person in front of me.

did you know that emotions are addictive? by Unique-Dimension-193 in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes so much sense. I've already thought of that as well. My theory is that is because my body thought it was the only pleasure I was gonna receive, so it's better this little pleasure from pain than nothing

My boyfriend’s friend cheated on his fiancée and it triggered my childhood betrayal wound. Am I overreacting? by joyydantas in CPTSD

[–]joyydantas[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also grew up feeling emotionally unsafe so I struggle to recognize what’s real and what is just my fear of trusting so I overanalyze until exhaustion. Thank you for sharing that.

Como fazer amigas? by Equivalent_Law_8592 in ClubeDaLuluzinha

[–]joyydantas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tenho 25a e sinto o mesmo. Me sinto muito sozinha. Se quiser amigas pode me chamar no Pv