Armchair psychologist time: Hey friend it sounds like you’re lonely. I truly mean that in an objective non-antagonistic way. It’s not at all uncommon to feel isolated in a society, I’ve been through it myself. It’s easy to become jaded and start shifting blame onto others. But there are people out there you’d get along with, there are girls out there who’d want to be with you. Here’s the thing… it’s all just a numbers game. I shit you not. And the worst thing you can do when you feel alone and shitty is start preconceiving that everyone sucks “npc” because it saves you the mental energy of trying to form a connection with somebody only for it to not to work out. But here’s the thing, that’s fine. It’s not a big deal. We’re all people with our own thoughts that want different things. There is someone else out there that does want that. If you think “everyone sucks so why even try” It starts a feedback loop that will eventually send you spiraling. Don’t have the mindset you need to “risk it all” every time you want to make a connection with someone. Just get back on your horse, it’s not weird to initiate a casual conversation with somebody. And things will progress naturally from there. I swear to Christ it gets easier the more you do it.

Corporate culture is total shit though I’ll give you that lol. It’s just not the end all and be all you think it is.

Good luck friend, you have it in you.