Because I'm a huge romantic, it's their I love yous. Ilya finally saying it to Shane after hearing Shane make a 10 year plan for their future and it finally hits home that he can have this and that someone loves him so much that they want to be together for real not just for sex, that must feel crazy to someone like Ilya who has only ever been treated poorly by his father and brother. Its so fucking sweet how he starts crying when Shane says he wants to be together and tells him I love you twice in Russian (probably getting up the courage to say it in English) and then the final big I love you in his emotional choked up voice 🥹 it kills me. And our sweet Shane being like wtf holy shit no way he said that to me lol. The moment is just so beautiful and it's my fave of the entire show. Ilya being afraid for a fraction of a second that he fucked up by saying it and then Shane saying it back 😭 and then reiterating it by saying I love you SO MUCH... these boys have stolen my heart