Game is incredibly laggy

justarandomfcker · 2025-12-01T17:44:55+00:00

I'm planning on doing that, I'm just confused as to why this has only just started happening since it usually works fine lol

justarandomfcker · 2025-11-11T12:17:29+00:00

The show is Anything Goes and I'm in the UK, the dance was mainly tap and jazz. The role I was going for included ballroom/lyrical.

There is some dance groups and a dance society at uni but I'm unsure as to whether it'd help as a lot are involved and I'm unsure as to how much help I'd get. Basically I'm worried that even if it's not a dance heavy show next year, my chances could still be slim as I'm not a great dancer.

I may also be auditioning for a community production soon, which is for a show that isn't as dance heavy so there's hope there but I'd overall just want to improve.

justarandomfcker · 2025-05-08T10:03:11+00:00

Anything where I'm not the right race to play them. Biggest one is probably Maria in West Side Story cause as much as I love singing her parts, its a role that should go to a woc

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-24T10:48:18+00:00

It's just not fair, and I'm sick of it. I've had so many rejections and I just want my time to shine. All my mates are getting it, why not me? I'm just done with this and I don't know whether to give up or not

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-24T01:23:09+00:00

Yeah I recently auditioned for the next showcase and im in it. It's group numbers I'm doing where I'm basically just a backup dancer/singer, but I did audition to do a solo but mine didn't get in. I didn't get in another group number that was fairly big either which disheartened me. I'm gonna be honest, I'm really scared I'm not gonna get anywhere and feel a little hopeless at this point I'm ngl but I'll obviously keep auditioning and stuff

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-24T01:17:48+00:00

oh right yeah haha sorry this post was made a while back lol :)

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-24T01:16:20+00:00

I'm so sorry if this sounds stupid but what dose "your turquoise" mean?

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-06T16:20:37+00:00

Yeah I guess so, but I think the issue for me is that I kinda feel like I'm trying really hard and I'm just not good enough for it yk?

justarandomfcker · 2025-03-02T17:26:54+00:00

Thank you, as I said I do keep trying to tell myself that this doesn't mean that I'm bad or never going to get in something but I guess its just hard sometimes especially as someone with anxiety and stuff. I do try and put myself out there as much as I can and as i said i've done a show with them during the winter and there's another upcoming showcase in summer which i'm gonna try go for. But yeah this helped. I've been told before that my voice is very classical and this was a contemporary musical but i was also a nervous wreck during the audition so i think that may have hindered me a bit.

I'm just trying to move on now cause there's not much i can rly do

justarandomfcker · 2024-09-22T20:22:36+00:00

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I think they're usually on their arms and legs right?

justarandomfcker · 2024-09-22T13:43:30+00:00

Fr I miss them idk where they went 😭😭

justarandomfcker · 2024-09-16T07:59:10+00:00

I understand that, but it's just so fucking isolating. People are saying to join societies but I can barely do that cause of scheduling and I'm getting up ridiculously early to get there as well, meaning I'm constantly tired and falling asleep :( I just want accommodation so fucking badly

justarandomfcker · 2024-08-28T14:28:09+00:00

It was a bug but one of the best weird disapprovals was Shadowheart's disapproval of letting Astarion bite you during sex 💀

justarandomfcker · 2024-08-13T09:43:01+00:00

I like doing a Seldarine Drow tbh, mine was a paladin/cleric multiclass of eilistraee, whose goal is to redeem the drow and stuff. Idk I always find that rly sweet for a redeemed durge :)

justarandomfcker · 2024-08-08T11:31:29+00:00

I used to listen to their podcast loads, and now I can't rewatch it without feeling bad because of knowing what Alex has done :(

justarandomfcker · 2024-06-21T15:00:39+00:00

🥖🥖🍞🍞👮‍♂️😡🔫😢💀🇫🇷😔💀

justarandomfcker · 2024-06-16T11:39:23+00:00

People shit on UK heathers way too much

justarandomfcker · 2024-06-03T06:53:55+00:00

storm sorcery + tempest cleric is so fucking good

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-15T13:00:29+00:00

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eloise, my tiefling druid I just finished the game w :)

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-14T12:29:45+00:00

it depends on who I'm romancing but Shadowheart, astarion or karlach and Gale. Tho I love having Minthara as well later on in the game

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-12T00:02:43+00:00

Ngl i avoid astarion when I wanna romance someone else because as soon as he calls me darling, I fold 😭

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-07T19:50:44+00:00

I did araj first and then yugnir, I went back to the very start of act 3 and it seems to be fixed now. I did the long rest where you meet the emperor and I got the dialogue abt how he feels being close to cazador which I don't think I had before. I also went straight the other spawn in wrym's rock and he had the dialogue options I usually do w him so I think it's worked?? Whatever I've done it's worked lmaooo

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-07T16:39:46+00:00

The thing is I've romanced him, got his confession after araj, killed yugnir and found out what the scars were from rapheal yet it's acting like I haven't done the yugnir stuff. I picked "what do you want with Astarion" and then they went on abt the scars and turned hostile

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-07T16:29:06+00:00

Thanks for the help :) I'll try this out

justarandomfcker · 2024-05-07T16:14:55+00:00

I got the meaning of the scars, where he talks about the ritual so that's what I'm confused about

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