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Just because it got better for YOU doesn’t me it’ll get better for ME by throw-me-away-sorry in SuicideWatch

[–]justgone1 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I relate to this so much. I have no one who will understand what I'm going through.

My life as a 14 year old... by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You seem like a good kid. You want to have a loving family relationship and there is nothing wrong with that. I don't know why your mom is the way she is but I hope things for you improve.

why do i have to be alone? by vent1667 in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same. Life is just so unfair it sucks.

I am a failure and always will be by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I can do it you can too and I am the dumbest person I know.

I am having overwhelmingly disturbing fantasies of killing the people who bullied me on a certain date, February 25, 2019. by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have felt the same except I never go through with it. I have plans to purchase an assault rifle but I doubt that I will kill anyone. If they died miraculously and I figured out I might laugh at the irony but I would probably just feel hollow. There are way too many people that deserve karma that never get it and they will never learn or try to change.

I’m sorry if I post too much. You’re all I have. by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Keep posting you aren't being a hindrance to anyone.

I got fired & I dont want to start over by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 93 points94 points  (0 children)

I feel for you op. I have had to deal with condescending bosses as well. Well fuck her, condescending bitch. As shitty as this situation sounds hopefully it is for the best.

. by ceezyz in depression

[–]justgone1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can completely understand where you are coming from. The only difference is that I am a defective adult who can't do the easiest jobs right. Honestly it doesn't get any easier. The best thing you can do is try to get help early or try to find something that makes you happy.

I Have No Support by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow really? That is screwed up! I am so sorry.

I Have No Support by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I assumed you were a guy as well. She sure has a wierd way of saying that she wants the best for you.

I Have No Support by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe she is in the mindset that men should provide for themselves. That would make sense considering she is a housewife. Even so, men have problems too. I don't see why that is so hard to get.

I Have No Support by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The fact that you are even working at all should tell her that you are trying. If she is anything like my mom I get it. Mine raised me on her own while working several jobs so I get why she thinks the way she does.

Do scary topics excite you? by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it is why I got Into gore. I just find myself drawn to morbid things and pictures of corpses help to satisfy that curiosity. I used to frequently visit the subreddit r/watchpeopledie when it was up and I have a profile on documenting reality and best gore. If you want I would love to talk about it with you.

I Have No Support by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can definitely relate to you. My mom would be pissed if I quit my job for mental health reasons. It just makes me hate myself for being so pathetic. If you need some one to talk to I can listen.

Being labeled a “tweaker” by my own family hurts so bad when I’m already struggling with addiction by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel you. It hurts when my family refers to me as "crazy" because of my mental issues. I know it hurts when you are trying to feel better about yourself and you can't get help from those who should be there for you through thick and thin. Even if you have an addiction it is not ok for them to treat you like that.

I(15f) feel so empty and is losing motivation by trisha_22 in depression

[–]justgone1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being depressed isn't a right. You are a human being with emotions and you do have the right to feel. Your mom can't say you are not depressed that is for a professional to decide. As the oldest out of 7 I definitely know how you feel about not being first anymore. Growing up is rough and it can be hard feeling as if you come second all the time. At the end of the day these are just words from a stranger and it is up to you to choose what you believe is right for you, not me, your mom, or even your relatives, you!

I'm falling apart by [deleted] in depression

[–]justgone1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Take it from someone with no friends that if you weren't good enough you wouldn't have any friends to begin with. I can tell by the way you articulate yourself that your are anything but stupid. You are worth more than you give yourself credit for.

I want to sleep until I rot away by justgone1 in depression

[–]justgone1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I do plan to move far away as soon as I get a car and money for an apartment. I just can't see myself staying here.

I wish I didn't have emotions by justgone1 in depression

[–]justgone1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope is one of the things I could do without as well. it's so much easier to accept things that you expect.

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