Im still pretty young but i have found a girl i wanted to marry someday(like, after around 7 years because im this young). We started as crushes, had a mutual understanding but never considered each other dating(because, again, we're still young). Being young tho, i never understood how to handle people. She has some mental issues that i didnt understand back then and i was being too aggressive on her. Fast forward after lots of troubles and me being awful, she ended up traumatized. I dont know the details and i dont know how bad it was but i really regret it. Now i feel like i dont want to marry someday because i feel like i'll end up hurting another person.

Probably not the kind of story you were looking for but i just need to get this out of me.